[FIC] GEMINI
Title: GEMINI
Author: jaelune / elune
Genre/Rating: Yaoi, NC-17
Summary: For 2 years since they've been married, Jaejoong and Ga In's relationship suffers because of Ga In's inability to get pregnant. With the strain in their relationship, Ga In puts a firm hold on her younger brother Yoochun who has been battling depression. In the midsts of emotional crisis due to Ga In's harsh grasp, Yoochun turns to Jaejoong for comfort...
Chapter 01
"I'm not gonna listen to your lies anymore!" Jaejoong slammed the door shut to Ga In's face. For two years, for two freaking years he believed that Ga In would be the one to give him his life's dream: children. And for two years he actually listened to her in all her lies, for two years he worked hard so that he may give her whatever she desires...and she can't even be honest to her own husband.
"Yuhbo...yuhbo open the door!" Ga In knocked and knocked...but Jaejoong was busy packing up his things. He needs to get away, or he might do something to her which he'll regret later. "Yuhbo...let's talk this over...Yuhbo open the door!" Ga In continued, not minding if the next door neighbors might hear her. This is one vacation gone very wrong.
When Jaejoong finally opened the door, Ga In immediately barged in and threw the contents of Jaejoong's bag back out. "Hear me out...please!" Ga In insisted, grabbing his hand and caressing it against her cheeks.
This was all a lie...Jaejoong thought. Oh how he wished this was all a lie...then everything would probably be easier to understand, and easier to neglect.
-----
They came back from their 2-week vacation, and thought of immediately going to work, like nothing ever happened. But as soon as they opened the house, Ga In's phone rang loud.
"Hello? Is this Mrs. Kim Ga In?"
"Yes, who is this?"
"We found Mr. Park...he's at the hospital now..."
-----
Yoochun kept tossing and turning, even though the nurses had bound him up already with the hospital gown. For a month he had been missing, and nobody still knows where he'd been all that time and it seems like he doesn't want to return to his home. "Let me out of here!" Yoochun shouted, but everyone just gave a deaf ear to him. Of course, who would ever believe if he'd say that her sister would just lock him up once he is found. Nobody ever believes that Kim Ga In could actually be sinister and evil. Only Yoochun know how foul and nasty she really is...
Ga In and Jaejoong arrived in the hospital, causing a little ruckus among the visitors who could easily recognize the "perfect couple" everywhere and any situation possible. Perfect couple...Jaejoong sneered at that when he heard somebody call them that. He was the rich, handsome and talented guy...Ga In was the beautiful and smart girl. Their roads would eventually close in even if they didn't work in the same company. Oh how Jaejoong wished they've never met in the first place...
The doctor led Ga In to his office to talk about Yoochun's condition, while Jaejoong peered through the crystallized mirror on the hospital door. He can't see Yoochun clearly, but he certainly was thrashing around, until he fell on to the floor with a loud thud. Jaejoong entered the room and went to help Yoochun stand up. "Get away from me!" Yoochun wisked Jaejoong's hand away, as the nurses gave him a nod and they left.
Yoochun tried to walk back to the hospital bed, but his ankle was broken, and he almost fell back to the floor face down. But Jaejoong grabbed him by the waist, and pulled him in before he could hurt himself. Who knew such actions would lead to more in the near future?
"You need to watch out..." Jaejoong said, as he helped Yoochun back to the hospital bed. "Why do you even care...you're just like her!" Yoochun said, anger spreading over his face. Ga In joined them together with the doctor, saying that Yoochun is okay to leave.
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"No! He can stay at my apartment...i don't want him in the house..." Ga In said, on their way out, but Jaejoong kept on insisting. "Yoochun needs a place to stay...and you can watch over him..." Jaejoong said, tapping Yoochun's shoulder. Ga In looked at Jaejoong again. "Can't you understand? I don't want him in the house!" Ga In said sternly...raising Jaejoong's suspicions.
"Why are you like that?" Jaejoong asked...with this big question mark on his mind.
"What kind of sister are you exactly? You keep him away but you always want to find him... is there something you have in mind?" Jaejoong asked...and Ga In just stayed silent. Jaejoong can be very intimidating at times.
They all entered the car and went back to the house...as Yoochun braced himself as to what Ga In might actually do to him now,
Ever since their parents died 2 1/2 years ago, Ga In started to act differently. She wasn't always like this...vain and selfish and evil. Before, Yoochun wasn't exactly a problem either...
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Jaejoong prepared dinner, like he always do and tried his best to keep in good terms with Ga in. This was all for the best, he thought. At this time he can't take a scandal taint his well painted image. For 6 years he did his best keeping it clean, and he did and he wasnt about to pour mud on it just because of Ga In.
Ga In left just before dinner, saying that she missed her friends and they would be out for the night. Jaejoong understood of course, a girl as vain as her...it would be expected of her. But still, she has her own brother over, can't she just spare another moment for it? Sometimes Jaejoong even wonders if she even cared for Yoochun, since she seem to run away when he's around.
Yoochun was sitting on the living room couch, as Jaejoong came in with 2 bowls of noodles. " It's nice when it's warm..." he said, as Yoochun grabbed the bowl from Jaejoong's hands and dug in. They watched several shows on TV while they ate. Yoochun seemed different, he didn't act as bratty and obnoxious like earlier...was it because of Jaejoong? or because his sister wasn't here?
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Jaejoong's POV
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"You like it?" i asked him, as he placed the empty bowl on to the table. His gestures were ever so gentle, yet there was something so rash about him. I don't really know what is behind the tension between him and his sister. But i'm guessing it's very big and really hurt him so much. All i know was that their parents were murdered...and that is the end of it.
He didn't answer my question by the way, but i don't mind him being disrespectful like that. I was like that too when i was younger and my parents didn't want me to be in the industry that i am in. I don't know whether what i did before was wrong... If i didn't run away from home to pursue my dreams, i think i wouldn't be here now. I wouldn't be here and married Park Ga In either...of all the things i've done in my past, that was the most regrettable thing i've done that i could remember.
If i wasn't a rebel, would i be the way that i am now? But really there are some things i wished i didn't do...meeting Ga In for example...
He smiled. That's weird...why is he smiling? He is starting to creep me out...or maybe he's just smiling at the TV. Even his smiles are making me nervous? What is happening to me? A lot of people smile at me everyday, but there's really something else with Yoochun's smile...like it's covered with pain and sorrow.
"What is she like?"
"Who?"
"Your wife..."
"Oh..."
I didn't know what to tell him. Should i tell him we're having problems with...well...stuff? He is, after all, my brother in law.
"She's great..." that was all i could tell him. After all, the word doesn't necessarily mean positivity. Even evil things can be great too. He must know what i mean, as he gave me that smile again...this time, it was kind of a seducing smile...the kind that would stay in my mind forever.
Yoochun is a different kid from all others i've met. He didn't get hyped up at the sight of me, whereas others would scream at the top of their lungs. There's something weird that his presence makes me feel... something that i don't know still. I haven't felt this way before. It was all so alien.
I didn't even realize he was out of my sight already, i must have slipped from reality. I heard several tinglings of glass from the kitchen, and i followed him there. I carefully watched his shadows illuminated by the chandelier down to the marble floor. My gaze stopped at the sight of his hands pulling out a glass. He was drinking water, but the way several droplets trickled down his throat seemed to have an effect on my lower body. What is happening to me?
Still confused, i tried to look away from him. But he was staring back at me, and those eyes... those dark eyes piercing through my skin were very sharp. He went nearer to me, and i never felt so shy in my entire life for a reason i really cannot comprehend. His hands wiped away the spilled water near his mouth.
His powerful arms pushed me back to the stone wall, and trapped me between them. I could see the tension in his muscles, as well as the sadness in his eyes. Although i was a bit older, he was certainly a little bit taller than me too.
My gaze immediately fell on his broad shoulders, which were the sexiest pair i've ever seen. I wondered how he looked without those clothes.
"Ungh..." i said, and he laughed. He must've gotten me wrong. I did that because my mind was playing tricks on me...not because i was thinking about...wait! isn't it the same thing? He walked away from me, and was still giving that light laugh on me and i walked away in slight embarassment. I felt my cheeks burn with embarassment, something i didn't usually do in front of other guys.
This sudden turn of tables now put me under him...and it was awkward, add to that this strange feeling in my pants.
I didn't want to linger on that thought anymore, it seemed strange and new. But somehow the sight of his broad shoulders continued to play on my mind. It was weird...feeling this. Am i wanting him? These are all very dangerous thoughts...but it keeps on popping into my mind every now and then when i have nothing to think of.
Yoochun stayed at the living room after that, and i didn't have the confidence to ever join him again. After what happened, i can't remove the thought...the possibility that i am wanting him. I went up to my room, and locked the door. Ga In won't be returning home tonight, as she said earlier. I can't hold her back now...as there's nothing now that makes me want to hold on to her aside from it may ruin my name if i divorce her in just two years.
It was already 1 AM, and i could still hear the television playing outside while trying to read a book. But i can't concentrate , as Yoochun's face seemed to pop out suddenly at every word i read.
knock knock
I jumped out of bed and unlocked the door, and saw Yoochun standing outside. What does he want to do now?
We didn't say anything at first...it was very awkward really. Standing there on the door, looking at him...my gaze seemed to always fall on those broad shoulders again.
"May i come in?" he finally spoke...as he passed through the tiny gap and into my room. I scratched my head, not knowing what to do. It's not that i don't want him to see my room, it was clean and organized and i try to keep the bed covers unruffled even though i've slept already. It's just that this weird sensation inside me, and the thought that we are alone in a 4-cornered box with a bed in sight seemed to give me thoughts. Thoughts that are wrong... or maybe, only in other people's eyes.
He sat on the bed, and ran his palm on the sheets...he seemed to be smoothing them. The thoughts of his hand rubbing against my body ran through me like wildfire...and sent shivers down my spine. It was weird feeling this way, but it felt so nice...even if it was just a thought.
Before i would do anything embarassing again, i told him i needed to use the bathroom. He didn't seem disoriented like what i'm feeling. Or maybe he really wants me to feel disoriented...
Author: jaelune / elune
Genre/Rating: Yaoi, NC-17
Summary: For 2 years since they've been married, Jaejoong and Ga In's relationship suffers because of Ga In's inability to get pregnant. With the strain in their relationship, Ga In puts a firm hold on her younger brother Yoochun who has been battling depression. In the midsts of emotional crisis due to Ga In's harsh grasp, Yoochun turns to Jaejoong for comfort...
Chapter 01
"I'm not gonna listen to your lies anymore!" Jaejoong slammed the door shut to Ga In's face. For two years, for two freaking years he believed that Ga In would be the one to give him his life's dream: children. And for two years he actually listened to her in all her lies, for two years he worked hard so that he may give her whatever she desires...and she can't even be honest to her own husband.
"Yuhbo...yuhbo open the door!" Ga In knocked and knocked...but Jaejoong was busy packing up his things. He needs to get away, or he might do something to her which he'll regret later. "Yuhbo...let's talk this over...Yuhbo open the door!" Ga In continued, not minding if the next door neighbors might hear her. This is one vacation gone very wrong.
When Jaejoong finally opened the door, Ga In immediately barged in and threw the contents of Jaejoong's bag back out. "Hear me out...please!" Ga In insisted, grabbing his hand and caressing it against her cheeks.
This was all a lie...Jaejoong thought. Oh how he wished this was all a lie...then everything would probably be easier to understand, and easier to neglect.
-----
They came back from their 2-week vacation, and thought of immediately going to work, like nothing ever happened. But as soon as they opened the house, Ga In's phone rang loud.
"Hello? Is this Mrs. Kim Ga In?"
"Yes, who is this?"
"We found Mr. Park...he's at the hospital now..."
-----
Yoochun kept tossing and turning, even though the nurses had bound him up already with the hospital gown. For a month he had been missing, and nobody still knows where he'd been all that time and it seems like he doesn't want to return to his home. "Let me out of here!" Yoochun shouted, but everyone just gave a deaf ear to him. Of course, who would ever believe if he'd say that her sister would just lock him up once he is found. Nobody ever believes that Kim Ga In could actually be sinister and evil. Only Yoochun know how foul and nasty she really is...
Ga In and Jaejoong arrived in the hospital, causing a little ruckus among the visitors who could easily recognize the "perfect couple" everywhere and any situation possible. Perfect couple...Jaejoong sneered at that when he heard somebody call them that. He was the rich, handsome and talented guy...Ga In was the beautiful and smart girl. Their roads would eventually close in even if they didn't work in the same company. Oh how Jaejoong wished they've never met in the first place...
The doctor led Ga In to his office to talk about Yoochun's condition, while Jaejoong peered through the crystallized mirror on the hospital door. He can't see Yoochun clearly, but he certainly was thrashing around, until he fell on to the floor with a loud thud. Jaejoong entered the room and went to help Yoochun stand up. "Get away from me!" Yoochun wisked Jaejoong's hand away, as the nurses gave him a nod and they left.
Yoochun tried to walk back to the hospital bed, but his ankle was broken, and he almost fell back to the floor face down. But Jaejoong grabbed him by the waist, and pulled him in before he could hurt himself. Who knew such actions would lead to more in the near future?
"You need to watch out..." Jaejoong said, as he helped Yoochun back to the hospital bed. "Why do you even care...you're just like her!" Yoochun said, anger spreading over his face. Ga In joined them together with the doctor, saying that Yoochun is okay to leave.
-----
"No! He can stay at my apartment...i don't want him in the house..." Ga In said, on their way out, but Jaejoong kept on insisting. "Yoochun needs a place to stay...and you can watch over him..." Jaejoong said, tapping Yoochun's shoulder. Ga In looked at Jaejoong again. "Can't you understand? I don't want him in the house!" Ga In said sternly...raising Jaejoong's suspicions.
"Why are you like that?" Jaejoong asked...with this big question mark on his mind.
"What kind of sister are you exactly? You keep him away but you always want to find him... is there something you have in mind?" Jaejoong asked...and Ga In just stayed silent. Jaejoong can be very intimidating at times.
They all entered the car and went back to the house...as Yoochun braced himself as to what Ga In might actually do to him now,
Ever since their parents died 2 1/2 years ago, Ga In started to act differently. She wasn't always like this...vain and selfish and evil. Before, Yoochun wasn't exactly a problem either...
-----
Jaejoong prepared dinner, like he always do and tried his best to keep in good terms with Ga in. This was all for the best, he thought. At this time he can't take a scandal taint his well painted image. For 6 years he did his best keeping it clean, and he did and he wasnt about to pour mud on it just because of Ga In.
Ga In left just before dinner, saying that she missed her friends and they would be out for the night. Jaejoong understood of course, a girl as vain as her...it would be expected of her. But still, she has her own brother over, can't she just spare another moment for it? Sometimes Jaejoong even wonders if she even cared for Yoochun, since she seem to run away when he's around.
Yoochun was sitting on the living room couch, as Jaejoong came in with 2 bowls of noodles. " It's nice when it's warm..." he said, as Yoochun grabbed the bowl from Jaejoong's hands and dug in. They watched several shows on TV while they ate. Yoochun seemed different, he didn't act as bratty and obnoxious like earlier...was it because of Jaejoong? or because his sister wasn't here?
----
Jaejoong's POV
-----
"You like it?" i asked him, as he placed the empty bowl on to the table. His gestures were ever so gentle, yet there was something so rash about him. I don't really know what is behind the tension between him and his sister. But i'm guessing it's very big and really hurt him so much. All i know was that their parents were murdered...and that is the end of it.
He didn't answer my question by the way, but i don't mind him being disrespectful like that. I was like that too when i was younger and my parents didn't want me to be in the industry that i am in. I don't know whether what i did before was wrong... If i didn't run away from home to pursue my dreams, i think i wouldn't be here now. I wouldn't be here and married Park Ga In either...of all the things i've done in my past, that was the most regrettable thing i've done that i could remember.
If i wasn't a rebel, would i be the way that i am now? But really there are some things i wished i didn't do...meeting Ga In for example...
He smiled. That's weird...why is he smiling? He is starting to creep me out...or maybe he's just smiling at the TV. Even his smiles are making me nervous? What is happening to me? A lot of people smile at me everyday, but there's really something else with Yoochun's smile...like it's covered with pain and sorrow.
"What is she like?"
"Who?"
"Your wife..."
"Oh..."
I didn't know what to tell him. Should i tell him we're having problems with...well...stuff? He is, after all, my brother in law.
"She's great..." that was all i could tell him. After all, the word doesn't necessarily mean positivity. Even evil things can be great too. He must know what i mean, as he gave me that smile again...this time, it was kind of a seducing smile...the kind that would stay in my mind forever.
Yoochun is a different kid from all others i've met. He didn't get hyped up at the sight of me, whereas others would scream at the top of their lungs. There's something weird that his presence makes me feel... something that i don't know still. I haven't felt this way before. It was all so alien.
I didn't even realize he was out of my sight already, i must have slipped from reality. I heard several tinglings of glass from the kitchen, and i followed him there. I carefully watched his shadows illuminated by the chandelier down to the marble floor. My gaze stopped at the sight of his hands pulling out a glass. He was drinking water, but the way several droplets trickled down his throat seemed to have an effect on my lower body. What is happening to me?
Still confused, i tried to look away from him. But he was staring back at me, and those eyes... those dark eyes piercing through my skin were very sharp. He went nearer to me, and i never felt so shy in my entire life for a reason i really cannot comprehend. His hands wiped away the spilled water near his mouth.
His powerful arms pushed me back to the stone wall, and trapped me between them. I could see the tension in his muscles, as well as the sadness in his eyes. Although i was a bit older, he was certainly a little bit taller than me too.
My gaze immediately fell on his broad shoulders, which were the sexiest pair i've ever seen. I wondered how he looked without those clothes.
"Ungh..." i said, and he laughed. He must've gotten me wrong. I did that because my mind was playing tricks on me...not because i was thinking about...wait! isn't it the same thing? He walked away from me, and was still giving that light laugh on me and i walked away in slight embarassment. I felt my cheeks burn with embarassment, something i didn't usually do in front of other guys.
This sudden turn of tables now put me under him...and it was awkward, add to that this strange feeling in my pants.
I didn't want to linger on that thought anymore, it seemed strange and new. But somehow the sight of his broad shoulders continued to play on my mind. It was weird...feeling this. Am i wanting him? These are all very dangerous thoughts...but it keeps on popping into my mind every now and then when i have nothing to think of.
Yoochun stayed at the living room after that, and i didn't have the confidence to ever join him again. After what happened, i can't remove the thought...the possibility that i am wanting him. I went up to my room, and locked the door. Ga In won't be returning home tonight, as she said earlier. I can't hold her back now...as there's nothing now that makes me want to hold on to her aside from it may ruin my name if i divorce her in just two years.
It was already 1 AM, and i could still hear the television playing outside while trying to read a book. But i can't concentrate , as Yoochun's face seemed to pop out suddenly at every word i read.
knock knock
I jumped out of bed and unlocked the door, and saw Yoochun standing outside. What does he want to do now?
We didn't say anything at first...it was very awkward really. Standing there on the door, looking at him...my gaze seemed to always fall on those broad shoulders again.
"May i come in?" he finally spoke...as he passed through the tiny gap and into my room. I scratched my head, not knowing what to do. It's not that i don't want him to see my room, it was clean and organized and i try to keep the bed covers unruffled even though i've slept already. It's just that this weird sensation inside me, and the thought that we are alone in a 4-cornered box with a bed in sight seemed to give me thoughts. Thoughts that are wrong... or maybe, only in other people's eyes.
He sat on the bed, and ran his palm on the sheets...he seemed to be smoothing them. The thoughts of his hand rubbing against my body ran through me like wildfire...and sent shivers down my spine. It was weird feeling this way, but it felt so nice...even if it was just a thought.
Before i would do anything embarassing again, i told him i needed to use the bathroom. He didn't seem disoriented like what i'm feeling. Or maybe he really wants me to feel disoriented...