May 03, 2005 18:52
im home from work and my lady is still at her work and im lonely and tired.
i want to sleep for some kind of long suspended period of time so that i am "shockingly refreshed".
i think ill go and eat at captain frostys so at least i can be in the same building as my ppface.
cant wait to see the play on friday, and all of you guys.
cant wait to get a different job so i dont want to die every time i have to go to work.
hopefully this coaching job will pan out, that will be perfection.
i also hope that my mom lets jess live with us without paying rent.
sometimes i think my mind is going to fracture into a million tiny pieces because i think about so many things...none of which i can put into enough words to write a story or song and make something of them....its so damned frustrating. arggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
what am i to do with all these thoughts and ideas....what am i to do with myself....
fuck. life is so simple, yet so pressurfull (how the hell do you spell that?).
bye.
bye.