I pulled this off of
apostate_96 journal. I thought it was intriguing, but I had to decide if I wanted to really try it. I decide to see what would happen.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn-offs.
Day Eight: Three turn-ons.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. I know that you raised me well. Unfortunately, we will never see eye to eye on most things. But, I do love you.
2. I am glad we have become friends as we have gotten older and can talk to each other about anything we need to.
3. When we met, I knew that we would be friends forever. I want to thank you for always being there when I have needed you and I hope that I have done the same for you. We will probably end up in the same house or nursing home when we get old.
4. Thanks for always being there for me and understanding while I grew up and became, I hope, the person you wanted me to be. You are the best I could have ever asked for.
5. Thank you for loving me as much as you do. Never thought I would know how that felt.
6. Best decision I ever made in my life was having the two of you. And though some days it feel like mean mommy is always around, mommy always loves you and is trying to raise you to be the best that you can be.
7. I want to thank you for taking me in and letting me stay during one of the worse times in my life. You were very encouraging and supportive and thanks to you I got through it. I do not think I would be the person I am today if you had not taken me in when you did.
8. Some days, I wish that I could pick up the phone and talk to you. But, unfortunately, you left this world too soon. But, I am glad that your kids are turning out to be beautiful people and I think that you would be proud of them. I miss you.
9. We have been best friends for a very long time. And though we would lose touch from time to time, we always managed to find each other again. I know that we have lead very different lives along the way, but that has never changed how much like a sister you are to me. I am glad that you are happy and have found someone that you deserve and that deserves you.
10. You and I have known each other for a long time and it breaks my heart to see you going through what you are going through. As, I told you already, I will be checking on you as often as I think I need to. And I am here to talk whenever you need to. I care and love you too much to let you go through this all alone.
That was harder than I thought it would. I guess we will see what happens tomorrow.