Loneliness

[jadwolf]

It's sickening, thinking about what I'll be giving up in the coming years, what I have been missing. I still desire to have some sort of relationship, but now, it's going to be hard if it even exists. I know it's going to hurt, already I feel the pain of loneliness. I wish there as some way I could be with someone, somehow.

I wish life didn't suck so much when it came to relationships. If only I could have someone in real life, someone near, someone I can love and not worry.

That's life I guess. Best to keep kicking the bucket I guess.