Retreat.....

[jadu]

I can't wait to graduate.
I can't wait to move.
I can't understand saturday.
I can't understand people.
I can't control being annoyed.

I am uber happy and then riduculously upset.
I am a girl with stupid emotions.
I am a stupid girl.

I hate the phone.
I hate being moody.
I hate imperfections.
I hate instability.
I hate how people don't really know me.
I hate you for liking me.
I hate you for loving me.
I hate the thought of love.

I love the thought of love.
I love my friends that treat me good.
I love my family more than that.
I love that my family won't betray me.
I love those that don't forget me.
I love how people don't really know me.
I love the good kind of attention.
I love kindness.
I love being by myself.
I love the water and the way it effects me.
I love the hope of being able to trust someone.
I love hope.

If you feel I have forgotten something, please let me know. Thankyou.