wonderful....
seriously...a really good night. NOt happy about that fact that I have to be up in 3 hours to take a test...but tonight definately was worth it. Granted, I am really confused, but damn, do I fucking love this feeling right now...its the best ever!! Thanxxx Todd for puttin up with my drunk ass all night...and in the car...hehe cuz I passed the fuck out driving back home...but Arthur gave me a water before I left the castle..cuz he is realllly nice to me. :) Im gunna visit him once I get to NY..cuz I guess he is movin up there with his girl or something like that.....if I heard correctly...
Anywyays..I am rambling..and I am tired...and oh so floating right now...I cant explain how just one tiny thing tonight made me die....I cant help it...maybe I will still end up being broken, but at this point, I cant help how I feel..I really cant...and I am so done being afraid.
So I am just going to enjoy what I was given....and have hope and love...and seriously, that is all I can do.
xoxoxoxoxoxxo
Anywyays..I am rambling..and I am tired...and oh so floating right now...I cant explain how just one tiny thing tonight made me die....I cant help it...maybe I will still end up being broken, but at this point, I cant help how I feel..I really cant...and I am so done being afraid.
So I am just going to enjoy what I was given....and have hope and love...and seriously, that is all I can do.
xoxoxoxoxoxxo