Mar 08, 2006 22:37
I am mediocre and second best. I am no ones favorite and I feel like a human waste. Just a feeling really, I suppose it could be false. I doubt it. My phone rings. Not for me. A knock on the door. Not for me. Whatever.
I think I am tired. Who cares?
JD has not paid rent in 4 months. I have paid 2 of those 4 and I am probably going to have to spend next semesters tuition on rent.
My house is a huge mess and there are piles of other peoples shit everywhere. It took me twenty minutes to find a pair of shoes this morning. I never did find a pair of mine.
Nothing seems to be going right lately. Whatever. I'll be fine.
I want to crawl under a rock.
Hopefully this will pass soon.
That's about enough self pity for me right now..