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today...went in late then decided to leave.
me and allieson went to the park and longboarded...went to boston market..took a nap...went shopping..
then got caught well allie did and i feel so bad for her.♥
we arent able to go out to the mall now which really sucks
i found out that in the summer allieson is moving and im actually beyond devastated. I know that when she leaves I really won't have anyone not like that is all i care about but i know thats what is going to happen. shes my best friend in the world right now and honestly shes what keeps me alive when things get hard. whats with my best friends moving? I think im like meant to die or something. The worst part is i feel like its partially my fault and i hate myself so much for it. She keeps trying to reassure me that she'll be back and visit alot...at first im sure she will but then she'll visit less and less...until she barely visits at all. i just don't think im gonna be able to go through loosing a best friend agian i just cant. I know its still a long way away but its already killing me so much.♥
i dont know whats with me being so depressed lately but i cant handle it anymore. it seems like things just get worse and worse for me.
me and allieson went to the park and longboarded...went to boston market..took a nap...went shopping..
then got caught well allie did and i feel so bad for her.♥
we arent able to go out to the mall now which really sucks
i found out that in the summer allieson is moving and im actually beyond devastated. I know that when she leaves I really won't have anyone not like that is all i care about but i know thats what is going to happen. shes my best friend in the world right now and honestly shes what keeps me alive when things get hard. whats with my best friends moving? I think im like meant to die or something. The worst part is i feel like its partially my fault and i hate myself so much for it. She keeps trying to reassure me that she'll be back and visit alot...at first im sure she will but then she'll visit less and less...until she barely visits at all. i just don't think im gonna be able to go through loosing a best friend agian i just cant. I know its still a long way away but its already killing me so much.♥
i dont know whats with me being so depressed lately but i cant handle it anymore. it seems like things just get worse and worse for me.