pissed the hell off !!
ok this is a mad long story.. yesterday was homecoming and i was so excited i spent like $30 on my hair $60 on my dress.. almost $30 for my shoes and about $20 on my jewelery anyway...i was so excited that john WALKER who is my date to come over... he said he would be there at 7 and he never showed up!!! right then and there i was so upset i didnt cry or anyting but I WAS pissed !! so we get there and he is behind our group in line waiting to get into the dance.. and nicole was like there is your date and i was like he isnt my no more !! and i screamed it so he can herre and then he comes up to me once we get inside and im like thanks for showing up at my house and he is like i had to go to clevend georgia to see my brother and get my suit and then he hands me a gorgeous pink corsage. and im like aww omg no one ever gave me a corsage before.. and he is like im sorry so he put it on my wrist and i was like aww...despite the fact that he didnt buy my ticket he asked someone before me and he asked someone out while he was goung to the dance with ME and me being a friggin ass still say ok ill go with you its ok which i shoulnt have done.. but i never listen to my friends and mom when they tell me he isnt good for me...anyway... 2 slow songs came on and he didnt ask me to dance i see him dancing with some ugly ass sophmore hoe for real she is a HOE literally.. any way i let it go you sinde i was dancing with juan and kryssee and the other ppl in our little group.. but then i go upto him and im like you are supposed to dance with me not these hoes and he is like there my friends.. and im like ok whatever i go dance with my other friend then another slow song comes on and he is dancing with some FLAT ass girl FAT COW girl hoebag named ester she is gross.. he has his hands on her ass literally on her ass and i get so pissed i started getting watery eyes i mean thats how pissed i was.. then the dj says one more slow song than get ready for some fast music or w/e so im like maybe he will ask me but of course he didnt so i sat with my friend kristen and was like i havent had a slow dance all night and she was like aww... and then jeremy who had been my friend for like a year or so... well jeremy came up to me and pointed to the dance floor and i said yes and he held my hand and walked me to the dance floor ( god he is so sweet) and he danced with me and i was like my so called date hasnt danced with me once and he is like john is stupid if he doesnt dance with you and he called him an assh*** and stuff and i felt so good that he asked me to dance and when the song was over i said thank you jeremy and he is like no thank you.. lol well... then me kryssee,wagner,juan,ashley,duane you know the usual were dancing to get low lean back and all those songs ..god that sounds cheesy but anyway... he still never danced with me..then they played the last song.. and we were like god it was so fun i still had a mad good time wiht out john so im not regreting anything..so on the way homne we dropped off juan and me kryssee ashley and mommy of course were still in the car and i had realizd that john was in the car in front of us.. and he was pulling into his drive way... and i got the idea that i would throw the corsage out of the window into his driveway.. so i did it and i felt so good but no i feel so guilty that he spent money and thta i just threw it out but you know what ? he friggin deserves it he should have gave the corsage to ester thsat fat ass ugly ass hoe.. since he danced with her the majority of the night.. but should i have dont that ? i need advice people... i feel so bad i mean i know he deserve it but ... well ill still had a great time i couldnt have aasked for more i danced with juan kryssee ashley john wagner ( not the bad john a different one)duane kristen sammantha natalie you no just the usual people that i hang out with at school... and these girls were grilling me and kryssee so she dances and puts up the middle finger and these girls were ugly... flat chested and when kryssee was dancing she bent over and shook her ass or w/e the girl put her hand over her eyes so she couldnt see kryssees boobs lol im like dont be jealous flat chested hoes! they were grilling so bad and they werent even dancing im like WOW! you schmocks.. but i had a hell of a good time and dont wanna ask for much more and i walked out having a good time and a new CRUSH <3<3<3<3 but i still dont know if i should go get the corsage..help me out here... ill write later