a little faith in me
miss multiples is currently...
listening to an unlabeled mix cd
listing the songs
making label for mix cd
labeling mp3 tracks from cds I just ripped
Reading Lullaby by chuck palahniuk
and writing journal updates
catching up on my rp journals
thinking about ellones next move
contemplating my paranoia
drinking water like it's going out of style.
I have 2 computers on, the radio going and the book in front of me. also keeping tabs on survior in the other room and being quized to help dad with math problems in aptitude test.
I'm like..it's his test...it's supposed to show what HE'S good at not me...*sigh*
wanted to read fight club,
went to library,
no fight club,
checked out lullaby by same author.
.....this is the sort of book that you read before bed and makes you never want to sleep again.
not scary not like stephen king scary, Neil Gaiman scary.
it is reminding me very very much of the sleeping citys.
not quite sure why.
i either want to buy a copy for everyone and force them to read it or burn every copy in existance.
he has a beautifully twisted mind and he makes some very very good points about all the junk info we are fed daily...
I am glad I have had no tv for the last few years. Having the Tv on constantly drives me nutz. too much junk food for the brain. People just don't think.
Last night had a dream that I was partnered with the trickster and entrusted with the Great secret in a sphere and I had to protect it or it would endanger my children who were all crows....any clues on what that means?
dah! pain in the ass even trying to write about paranoia... but part of it is I have so little feed back and I'm not sure if I trust the feed back I do get...well some of it I trust it's just most of the time I keep wondering is what I do good? bad? medium? and if I ask what I get is reasure-ance not critique...I like constructive criticism. Give me something I can improve on
reputation...you are only as good as your...
what exactly is my reputation?
loyal? dependable? Mental? interesting? boring?
smart? stupid? undependable?
*mentally invisions brutally stabbing my bad self esteem*
listening to an unlabeled mix cd
listing the songs
making label for mix cd
labeling mp3 tracks from cds I just ripped
Reading Lullaby by chuck palahniuk
and writing journal updates
catching up on my rp journals
thinking about ellones next move
contemplating my paranoia
drinking water like it's going out of style.
I have 2 computers on, the radio going and the book in front of me. also keeping tabs on survior in the other room and being quized to help dad with math problems in aptitude test.
I'm like..it's his test...it's supposed to show what HE'S good at not me...*sigh*
wanted to read fight club,
went to library,
no fight club,
checked out lullaby by same author.
.....this is the sort of book that you read before bed and makes you never want to sleep again.
not scary not like stephen king scary, Neil Gaiman scary.
it is reminding me very very much of the sleeping citys.
not quite sure why.
i either want to buy a copy for everyone and force them to read it or burn every copy in existance.
he has a beautifully twisted mind and he makes some very very good points about all the junk info we are fed daily...
I am glad I have had no tv for the last few years. Having the Tv on constantly drives me nutz. too much junk food for the brain. People just don't think.
Last night had a dream that I was partnered with the trickster and entrusted with the Great secret in a sphere and I had to protect it or it would endanger my children who were all crows....any clues on what that means?
dah! pain in the ass even trying to write about paranoia... but part of it is I have so little feed back and I'm not sure if I trust the feed back I do get...well some of it I trust it's just most of the time I keep wondering is what I do good? bad? medium? and if I ask what I get is reasure-ance not critique...I like constructive criticism. Give me something I can improve on
reputation...you are only as good as your...
what exactly is my reputation?
loyal? dependable? Mental? interesting? boring?
smart? stupid? undependable?
*mentally invisions brutally stabbing my bad self esteem*