boredom

Jun 11, 2005 12:44

So i haven't updated in a million years but i have been really busy working all of the time..when i'm not working i try not to stay on the computer by no means and just try to enjoy my life..joella graduated yesterday which was really sad..me and her cried like on and off all day long..i just can't believe my little sister isn't in school anymore she is all grown up..makes me feel old in a way b/c it just seems like yesterday we were little playing barbies together..funny how time flies by..i also seen raymond yesterday the first time in like a year..actually the first time we had even spoken in a year as well.it was hard on me but i think i handled it well..he got to see all of my family which was a good thing cause everyone loves the boy to death..mom sat with him the whole time actually..he is doing really good in school and with his life so that makes me feel good that he is doing so well..before i left he gave me a hug and we said our goodbyes it was hard on me i actually started to ball after i was walking away just b/c i know that is the last time i will see him for a while if ever..i know a part of me will love that boy forever..and nothing will ever change that..but i have faced a lot of the facts here in the past couple of months/years...it was just good to know he is doing so well with his life..i'm very proud of him..

on to a brighter note all of us girls got to hang out last night..we had an absolute blast..i had soo much fun..i loved it..i wished we could go do that more often but its just hard to do that whenever we all work such hectic schedules especially me..but i love all of my girls they are the greatest and if it wasn't for brittney powers yesterday i don't think i could have done it by myself..god love her heart she is the sweetest.

but i think that is all for now i really don't have much to talk about anymore...just decided to ramble for a few minutes since i haven't in a while..but much love to everyone i need to go work out on my ab lounge now..

<3

JaDa
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