*sadness*
Well I hadn't updated in a while so i figured i would write in here for a minute..its not like I have anything interesting to say..these past few days have just been really bad for some reason..everything has been going wrong and my feelings get hurt it feels like every day by somebody..its like a neverending story..I have like cried all week long and i don't know why..i have just felt so sad..of course those shots i have been taking probably don't help any..then the fact that my grandfather yesterday tells me i was fat and my grandmother comments on something about me being fat bothered me really bad..i just cried and cried..everyone knows i have struggled with my weight for years now and for someone to say that just really hurts my feelings..i mean its not like i'm not obecessive over it in the first place..anyways i just came to the conclusion that i'm not very happy with myself or whatever life i have right now..i'm just not i let other ppl get to me and other ppl make me feel bad about myself and i don't even know why..screw what other ppl have to think about me is what i need to say!..but i think that is all i have to say in here at the moment i'm just not in a good mood woke up in a bad mood so i'm sure my day will get interesting..these are some lyrics to a new favorite song of mine right now..
<3
JaDa
*HoLy WaTeR*
Somewhere there's a stolen halo
I use to watch her wear it well
Everything would shine wherever she would go
But looking at her now you'd never tell
Someone ran away with her innocence
A memory she can't get out of her head
I can only imagine what she's feeling
When she's praying
Kneeling at the edge of her bed
And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me like holy water
Holy water
She wants someone to call her angel
Someone to put the light back in her eyes
She's looking through the faces
The unfamiliar places
She needs someone to hear her when she cries
And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me like holy water
Holy water
She just needs a little help
To wash away the pain she's felt
She wants to feel the healing hands
Of someone who understands
And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me
And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me like holy water
Holy water
<3
JaDa
*HoLy WaTeR*
Somewhere there's a stolen halo
I use to watch her wear it well
Everything would shine wherever she would go
But looking at her now you'd never tell
Someone ran away with her innocence
A memory she can't get out of her head
I can only imagine what she's feeling
When she's praying
Kneeling at the edge of her bed
And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me like holy water
Holy water
She wants someone to call her angel
Someone to put the light back in her eyes
She's looking through the faces
The unfamiliar places
She needs someone to hear her when she cries
And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me like holy water
Holy water
She just needs a little help
To wash away the pain she's felt
She wants to feel the healing hands
Of someone who understands
And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me
And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me like holy water
Holy water