*Jada sings* "dear RAYMOND..I don't think I like you anymore"

[jadieelea]

well my trip to gatlinburg was pretty good..rained most of the time but that is to be expected with this sucky ass weather we have been having for the whole summer..anyways to my shitty ass day...well when i first got back into town i seen someone which made me really happy so that was a good thing well then i came home and got online for a few minutes to talk to whoever might be on and well i talked to raymond on yahoo who i haven't talked to in a while..i had tried to call him while we were down in gatlinburg to see if he wanted to come out and eat with us one night just being friendly and all since i thought we were friends but i was ever so wrong..well he proceeded to tell me that i needed to get over him and just move on with my life..but its hard to do whenever back in February he was still calling me and emailing me telling me he still loved me and whenever he came in he came up to spend time with me and shit like that..sending me a diamond necklace and a card for my birthday ya know its like shit doesn't make sense..and now its just like go on with your life forget everything we had and just move on with your shitty ass life..and then i find out from his family member that he was fucking around on me the last time we dated with this bimbo he is with now..well good for him maybe they will both get what they deserve..seems like they are a lot a like actually..they are both concerned about themselves and themselves only..they don't care about the ppl who care about them the most..ever since he moved to KNOXVILLE he has became a totally different person..raymond use to care about ppl around him now all he does is think for himself..yes it is good he has got a job and is going back to college proud of you for that but what do you want a fucking cookie for your good deeds..yes i hurt you and yes i think i have said i was sorry to you about 5000 times or more but ya know you have dicked me over more and more now that i think about it..how you use to tell me i was going out on you and all of that shit whenever you was going back down to knoxville to be with that little hoochie..i don't like ppl who are backstabbers and that is exactly what you are..you have done nothing but made me cry for over a year now..i packed up your shit today and hopefully i dont ever have to see your face again..all of the memories i will try to erase from my head just like you have of me..i hope that makes you happy..i hope you not wanting anything to do with me makes you one fucking happy person cause no longer do i want you in my life..i will move on just the same way you moved on from me not even a week after we were broke up you were at a concert grinding all over her ass..but ya know what fuck you and fuck everything we had..too bad shit had to go down this way..maybe one day you will look back on this and be like damn i shouldn't have been such a dickhead to poor jada she didn't really deserve that..i tried my hardest to make you see how much i still cared but that wasn't ever good enough for you raymond..but that is the way life goes..too bad that ppl like us couldn't have stayed close friends after all we went through together..but that is the way life goes..but that was your call not mine..but anways that felt really good...needed to get that one off of my chest..

so i have to go back to good ole wally tomorrow and work my ass of for a week straight before i get to breath again so i am gonna jump off of here and smoke like a freaking pack tonight just to calm my nerves..maybe even drink a little who knows..but good nite everyone and to the real friends i have thanks for listening..meg your the greatest..*mmmm i like ya back* lmao..love ya sis..nite everyone!

Jada!