*The more boys I meet the more I like dogs*
Well I decided to update yea its been over a month but I have a lot going on in my life..I first off had to have a colonoscopy and that was majorly sucky but they didn't see anything bad which is a good sign..I go back the 19th to talk more to him about everything..I have been doing ok I guess he put me on some medicine to take but it isn't helping as much as I would like for it to..as far from that I have done nothing but work my butt off..I worked 8 days straight last week and going on 7 this week..and then I'm off for 2 and then go back and work 7 more..it is something that can get to a person espcially when you have to be at work by 7 in the morning..I can't get use to that shift..I am a night owl rather work evenings so I can get my rest during the day..but I really will have to get use to it once I go back to college..I am gonna go Thursday and sign up for classes..I am ready to go back to college..working doesn't cut it for me I do bring in money but nothing like I need to it barely pays for the stuff I need every month..living is expensive and I can only imagine how bad it can get whenever you are on your own..as for my love life nothing is happening there I have hung out with some friends but thats about it..I really don't want anything with anybody for a while..Eric totally dicked me over..you know I told him I knew that whenever he went back that he would see other ppl but that I wanted him to tell me about it but no he doesn't call me for 2 weeks then I find out from his family that he has been staying with a girl for around 2 weeks..what a dick..I just wished ppl would be more honest...guys are just asses..I wished that they would grow up and actually act like they have some respect for ppl but of course they don't and they keep playing stupid games..I just wished that my life would change but I am to the point to where I say screw guys and just be happy being me and being with my friends..meg and I have been spending quality sister time together which is really good for me..she is such a wonderful friend don't know what I would do without her being my friend...she is always there for me..thank god I have her as my friend..we had fun last week we had the day to swim in my pool..we laid outside gettin some sun then we got in my pool and got on the rafts..it was the most relaxing thing in the world..we made up a song about all we needed was our rafts and our *malboro mediums and we are just happy* we don't need no man to be happy lmao..we make up some stupid shit but hey that is what friends do..as for all my other friends I haven't seen them in a while all I do is work and come home..I have started walking now me and Meg are walking 2 miles every night and it feels great..we are gonna get in shape and feel better about ourselves..it is something we need to do for our bodies plus to make us feel better..but Meg just called and I am gonna met her to go walking but I'll update later on whenever I get some more time but until then night everyone and much love to everyone..
JaDiEe*
JaDiEe*