Hudson's floorwax doesn't matter...
...matter matter matter matter? Things have shifted drastically. I'm going to Otterbein. I got into their Acting BFA program which is indisputably one of the best programs in the United States. They only accept about 12 people nationwide and I managed to somehow get in. I won't be getting that escape to New York, but I know in the long run that my going to Otterbein will be better. As excited as I am that I managed to get in, I am actually more afraid of staying here than leaving. I'm emotionally in the same place as I was a while ago (but won't comment on that because there's no point anymore and I need to make the best of whatever is going on) but I'm learning more and more that I'm not as tough as I thought I was. I'm actually disgustingly sensitive and I'm honestly scared to stay here. I fear that I won't be able to get over what's bothering me if I stay here and it's no one's problem but my own.
I used to be so sure of myself.
-Next month I turn 18. Don't really want to. I can't use my age as an excuse anymore.
-This summer, I'll be in Best Of and Rocky-it's going to be SO much fun
-I raffled with Christina last night and made more than she did
-fingers crossed to be a prosecuting attorney in Mock Trial
-going down to Newport the friday before prom to take Sara home
-speaking of prom-I need a dress
-Subway sounds super tasty...
I used to be so sure of myself.
-Next month I turn 18. Don't really want to. I can't use my age as an excuse anymore.
-This summer, I'll be in Best Of and Rocky-it's going to be SO much fun
-I raffled with Christina last night and made more than she did
-fingers crossed to be a prosecuting attorney in Mock Trial
-going down to Newport the friday before prom to take Sara home
-speaking of prom-I need a dress
-Subway sounds super tasty...