I'm all sad :(

[jadeylady]

I feel lousy, I have an inner ear infection and it's giving me hell, nausea, dizziness, horrible nagging pain and I feel even more lousy because John is somewhere flying over the world to China and I wont see him til friday, he left here yesterday and I already miss him like crazy. He left me emails and little notes all over so I would find them

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10,000 miles to see you

[sh1fter]

Hi gorgeous

I'm in China at the moment and I'm going wild not being able to see you, and I have no control over being able to see you, this is the first time since meeting you, I have felt completely helpless. Normally if I have to wait to see you and you need me or I need you, I can find a away and make it happen in minutes. Even if I was able to sort it out to come back right this minute, it would take 1 day to travel back. You are so gorgeous and caring, your everything I have ever wanted a girl to be and your so much more. I'm sat here in my hotel room at 23:46 (Natural Garden Pure Western Leisure Hotel, Ningo-Bo, China) and I have thought about nothing else but, what we can talk about, what we can do together on my return and how to spoil you when I'm back.

Ethan is a fantastic little lad, I'm glad you saw what I did in the way you did, I would hate to think i just jumped in without your say so. I was really annoyed that day at what happened as I had been watching Ethan try to play with that boy and he was taking toy after toy out to play, then what seemed like 1 minute later Ethan was upset. No one hurts my babies (you and Ethan).

I'm missing you so much, I will be back really soon and we will have an entire weekend to catch up and do what ever we want together - I promise.

Re: 10,000 miles to see you

[sh1fter]

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Re: 10,000 miles to see you

[jadeylady]

Thanks babe, it was so good talking to you online earlier, wish it had been for longer, miss you and love you tons xxxxx

I cant wait til the weekend <3