I am so sorry but..

[jadeyeap]

I have officially neglected my LJ. IM SORRY ):

I dont know if you guys saw my last lj post but yeah, i've migrated to the USA. I'm kinda here now. Settlling down, getting used to things here. Not that I am already though. Just saying. I'm kinda in Brooklyn, NY right now. OH we've found a place already. A small basement to live in. It's small but

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[bluiiee]

Uugh, so i typed out this long long reply and then accidently push backspace and it all goes bye-bye.
This would happen to me o___o.

ANYWAYZ, first i just wanna say Im so sorry you're having a rough time adjusting here x_x. for some weird reason i feel like its my fault for not being more helpful =(

Next about school: I notice that you're frustrated because you're missinformed/misunderstanding some things.
1. You wont stand out. x) most seniors are 18, there are many Chinese in NY =) People will think its cool that you're from another country OR they probably just wont notice.
2. You dont have to be a HS student to apply for financial aid. You apply for a school, you apply for aid [often automatically]. Example, home-schooled students dont attend officail HS, but they get into college just fine.
3. You're the last person on earth who needs to worry about paying for college. You're a minority AND you're from a lower income AND your smart. Trust me, you'll get a full ride. DONT ARGUE WITH ME MISSY.
4. Actually, i feel like some schools WOULD recognize your SPM. its possible. If not, you can just take the SAT. You dont have to be an enrolled HS student to take the SAT persay. Homeschooled kids arent technically enrolled.
5. SAT is a pretty short test. 3 hours about? If you want to take a practice SAT online, just ask. I'll give you a weblink and give you my library info so you can do it =) Its just reading, grammar, and math.
6. Getting into an American HS wouldnt be as hard as you're making it out to be. You'd probably just have to meet with the principle and explain and they'll admit you :3.
7. If you're SUPER worried about college, TALK TO A COLLEGE ADMISSIONS COUNSELLOR. hit up a random college (that you're intrested in i presume) and get the number for the counsellor. it wont cost you money, and they're VERY heplful. some colleges even have it where you can chat online with a admission counsellor =)

Fandom: Darekiss came out :3 aww yeah bb!

Well, idk what else to say... i feel like by me throwing information at you i'm failing to comfort you and just making matters worse Y_Y. soo im really sorry! =( Sorry if im stressing you out Y__Y. I feel guilty and IDK why.
If you feel stresed by me just tell me and i'll give you space =o.
I vote next phone conversation is just crazy dorkness and no seriousness (unless you decide you have a Q).

Y_Y ILYthiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssMUCH!.

[jadeyeap]

Lemme straighten things up. NOT YOUR FAULT NOT YOUR FAULT NOT YOUR FAULT. I just miss my home and friends a lil too much is all. Nothing you can/could help with anyways so no worries k? In fact, u're the one helping me cope. So dont think like that okay?

Well, i told my mum and aunt and everyone that but no one will listen to me! and they're just doing as they please with MY life. Idek. I just, give up trying. BAH.

YESH! Darekiss! I havent even watched yamanade yet. links to subs pleaseee?

You're not making it worse dearie. on the contrary i feel like giving u a big hug to thank you for all youve done. i love u to bits and bits and bits. *hugs*
OH wanted to ask, how much DID that phone call cost you?

ILLLLYYYYTOOOMUCHHH. MOAR.