Aug 16, 2008 18:36
FOCUS! INTENSITY!
NO DYING!
That was our battle cry, back in Fist of Aman'Thul. It's funny the things you learn and apply in life.
Do you ever feel like you feel things at a level beyond what everybody else is experiencing? Like you're walking down a busy street, feeling pure intensity, while the rest of the people around you seem contrastingly asleep?
It's hard to explain but I feel this way. All the time. And it has nothing to do with happiness or sadness.
I've spent this beautiful day indoors, studying for my OB final. The good grade feels like it's in my grasp, almost tangible, but at the same time I'm fed up with the memorization. As much as I 'understand' the material, I've still got more work to do on my regurgitation.
I've been procrastinating on my weights this week, so tonight I'm gonna go do my chest and triceps. Peter asked me to give him a shout, but I don't feel like seeing anybody. I mean, I don't have the extra time for conversation, and the thing about Peter is that he and I can talk for hours. I'll make it up to him in a few days when this is all over, seeing as he's been asking me to go with him for smokedmeat.
I'll go through rotations where I'll see someone often in a short period. Like I've hung out with Wendy for a weekend and two evenings in the last couple of weeks. Sometimes I'll see Ted three times in a week. Sometimes Peter. Sometimes Iza. Only my favorite people!