i know you missed me, your aim may improve
well hasn't it been just a little bit.
lets looks at the last four months.
filed papers, not much seems to have progressed from that but i'm told that patience is a virtue.
played some dnd, found it lacking to previous experiences, sad to say that uri gaming club was actually quality. possibly i don't like the attitude towards me there, but i'm not feeling apologetic for getting people whats coming to them.
got laid off/fired for being late to a job that i hated, a small miracle.
unemployment is a novel experiences.
three of my friends are pregnant with four girls.
a friend from another life invited me to her baby shower and i won a prize for tummy accuracy.
i'm now navel deep in my cna class. it frightens me that some of these folks will be taking care of people; the seem incompetent and self centered.
derek was hospitalized for about a week for something a virus did to his heart.
he's return to full time studentry will be in january.
i'm starting to warm to the idea of having babies. thanks in large part to lauren.
i think something that bothered me for a long time was that i was seeing a lot of people getting pregnant that weren't ready, doing it for the wrong reasons, and unable to support the life they were bring into the world.
while without a doubt love is the most important part, you don't pop out a bbay for a status symbol so you can say your a mom, you make sure that baby never has to worry about being hungry or cold or anything else. they should have a childhood that they can look back on and feel warm. unfortunately money does matter, that's how you feed them, clothe them, get them medicine and any of the other things kids NEED. Todd tried telling me after we broke up that you shouldn't look at financial stuff before deciding to have kids. Anyone who doesn't before willfully breeding is a fucking moron. I get that accidents happen and things change but you shouldn't get into something you can't handle because you were to lazy to not look at your life.
in other news an ex popped up from out of the blue. haven't talked to him in years. Wants something back, he seemed surprised that i still had it and had taken care of it.
i figured out today when i started hating snow, it was when i started driving in it. it stopped being the vacation day falling from the sky and started being a shoulders tensing why does everyone drive like an ass i hope i don't skid through the guard rail into the pond and die menace.
my love of wedding continues and i'm stock piling pictures of cakes for when the time is right. hell i know almost everything i want why should beloved dessert be neglected.
well i'm off.
lets looks at the last four months.
filed papers, not much seems to have progressed from that but i'm told that patience is a virtue.
played some dnd, found it lacking to previous experiences, sad to say that uri gaming club was actually quality. possibly i don't like the attitude towards me there, but i'm not feeling apologetic for getting people whats coming to them.
got laid off/fired for being late to a job that i hated, a small miracle.
unemployment is a novel experiences.
three of my friends are pregnant with four girls.
a friend from another life invited me to her baby shower and i won a prize for tummy accuracy.
i'm now navel deep in my cna class. it frightens me that some of these folks will be taking care of people; the seem incompetent and self centered.
derek was hospitalized for about a week for something a virus did to his heart.
he's return to full time studentry will be in january.
i'm starting to warm to the idea of having babies. thanks in large part to lauren.
i think something that bothered me for a long time was that i was seeing a lot of people getting pregnant that weren't ready, doing it for the wrong reasons, and unable to support the life they were bring into the world.
while without a doubt love is the most important part, you don't pop out a bbay for a status symbol so you can say your a mom, you make sure that baby never has to worry about being hungry or cold or anything else. they should have a childhood that they can look back on and feel warm. unfortunately money does matter, that's how you feed them, clothe them, get them medicine and any of the other things kids NEED. Todd tried telling me after we broke up that you shouldn't look at financial stuff before deciding to have kids. Anyone who doesn't before willfully breeding is a fucking moron. I get that accidents happen and things change but you shouldn't get into something you can't handle because you were to lazy to not look at your life.
in other news an ex popped up from out of the blue. haven't talked to him in years. Wants something back, he seemed surprised that i still had it and had taken care of it.
i figured out today when i started hating snow, it was when i started driving in it. it stopped being the vacation day falling from the sky and started being a shoulders tensing why does everyone drive like an ass i hope i don't skid through the guard rail into the pond and die menace.
my love of wedding continues and i'm stock piling pictures of cakes for when the time is right. hell i know almost everything i want why should beloved dessert be neglected.
well i'm off.