Not Dark just a little shady
All things considered I am supposed to be a wife right now. I am not. All things considered I am thrilled. I am happier with Derek then i was ever with Todd.
Even love fighting with him because there's a decent chance he's right in any given situation. Having someone who aspires to egomania refer to you as their equal is high praise in deed.
He protects me from zombies and I protect him from being a white knight or being a tragic hero or something.
While I am normally very open, to the chagrin of many, with boys/guys/men I've dated/loved/planned to marry; this is probably the first time I've felt like their was no judgment any where.
Anyway the point was that yesterday was supposed to be awful, and it wasn't. Partially cause I'm over it but mostly because Derek wouldn't let it. even after working something like 80 hours this past week he still made sure that I had everything I needed yesterday; not the least of which was being told in non-redundant ways that he loves me. Except for once in a while looking at my watching and knowing where I would have been the schedule it went well.
Greer is home and therefore the house is a flutter with the typical wedding obsession as is the mental disease of my sister and I. We watched 27 Dresses. I love Katherine Heigl. We flipped through magazines and plotted. Big vs. small. Simple vs. lavish. Will we get them to cry? And what about cake?
I made pudding pie today... my culinary talents are few but special.
Even love fighting with him because there's a decent chance he's right in any given situation. Having someone who aspires to egomania refer to you as their equal is high praise in deed.
He protects me from zombies and I protect him from being a white knight or being a tragic hero or something.
While I am normally very open, to the chagrin of many, with boys/guys/men I've dated/loved/planned to marry; this is probably the first time I've felt like their was no judgment any where.
Anyway the point was that yesterday was supposed to be awful, and it wasn't. Partially cause I'm over it but mostly because Derek wouldn't let it. even after working something like 80 hours this past week he still made sure that I had everything I needed yesterday; not the least of which was being told in non-redundant ways that he loves me. Except for once in a while looking at my watching and knowing where I would have been the schedule it went well.
Greer is home and therefore the house is a flutter with the typical wedding obsession as is the mental disease of my sister and I. We watched 27 Dresses. I love Katherine Heigl. We flipped through magazines and plotted. Big vs. small. Simple vs. lavish. Will we get them to cry? And what about cake?
I made pudding pie today... my culinary talents are few but special.