Jet Lag, PMS... You Bitch....
It's been raining on and off since I arrived here. (feels like home, right?) I feel like there's a huge disconnect with my brain and my body. I'm either completely exhausted or... I spend what feels like hours staring at the ceiling trying to sleep.... *bemused* Granted, it's only been 4 days since I've been here so I really can't complain too much.. and to be honest I'm not complaining at all... I just have a terrible headache that comes and goes and I feel a bit irritable (should I blame the pms or the jet lag? ha!)
We've accomplished some things... but I still need to start looking for a job... and figuring out transportation... I'm seriously considering buying a bike... On the job front... I'm completely and utterly terrified! I'm trying really hard to put on that brave face, but inside I'm wanting to run for the hills haha... but I'm trying to keep my shit together.. I really am... some moments are better than others.
Adjusting... good thing we have a lot of time... otherwise I'd probably be banging my head against a wall somewhere...
Sadly, I'm in one of my moods... I don't think there's anywhere in the world I can go to escape my damn moodiness.. it doesn't matter who I'm with or what I'm doing... I fear I'm simply going to have to deal with my issues.
I have a craving for candy... yummy hard candies... and maybe advil to get rid of this damn freakin' headache GRRRRRrr... I hate you headache... maybe I can blame all my irritability on this damn headache that just won't go away!
Okay I've bitched enough for one morning... I suppose I should go be useful somehow...
We've accomplished some things... but I still need to start looking for a job... and figuring out transportation... I'm seriously considering buying a bike... On the job front... I'm completely and utterly terrified! I'm trying really hard to put on that brave face, but inside I'm wanting to run for the hills haha... but I'm trying to keep my shit together.. I really am... some moments are better than others.
Adjusting... good thing we have a lot of time... otherwise I'd probably be banging my head against a wall somewhere...
Sadly, I'm in one of my moods... I don't think there's anywhere in the world I can go to escape my damn moodiness.. it doesn't matter who I'm with or what I'm doing... I fear I'm simply going to have to deal with my issues.
I have a craving for candy... yummy hard candies... and maybe advil to get rid of this damn freakin' headache GRRRRRrr... I hate you headache... maybe I can blame all my irritability on this damn headache that just won't go away!
Okay I've bitched enough for one morning... I suppose I should go be useful somehow...