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I don't hate school... I hate the stress it instills in me. {ragged sigh} I was near a nervous breakdown over my interim report this morning.
Between grades, trying to make something of myself, finding out what I plan to do with my life, making sure my mom doesn't have any reason to fuss at me, improving my skills as an artist, my families financial problems... I have alot that's either getting me stressed or upset. Don't forget to mention I look at my friends and I instantly feel like I'm nothing. I look at them and I see people who are gonna become something someday. While I'll grow up to be nothing like everybody believes I am. I aint too far from ripping my hair out in frustration or beating my head against something. ;____; I hate to sound so EMO but it's the truth. I feel like pure crud.
I hope things get better cause right now I don't want them to get any worse. (And now I feel bad beacuase I'm here complaining and people probably have worse off than me... Geh... will the cycle EVER END?!)