Fallen Completely
It's funny how when you are with someone, how no one else seems to matter and your old temptations are gone. Within the span of the first two days of being with Rusty, I had to deal with three other guys. Where the hell they came from is beyond me, and I know I made the right choice. I told Chris to fuck off, Chris 2 and I are still friends, and Nick...well, Nick just wanted to get laid, but it was the kind of look that almost said he wanted more. He wasn't gonna get it.
Friday night, after going to Phoenix, turning into Drew and being extremely unhappy that I wasn't lying next to Rusty, Sam made me leave. The next day, he took me on our first date and then that night changed everything completely. After one particular throw of passion, we just sat there and looked at each other. Staring into his eyes, my mouth wanted to tell him that I wasn't just falling for him, I was falling in love with him. I laid my head on his shoulder.
"What is it? You look like you've gotta tell me something."
I sighed and started tearing up. "I don't wanna be the only one to say it."
I felt his fingers lift my head to look at his face. It had changed completely. If you've ever seen someone's face go completely soft, there's nothing like seeing into that person's soul. A tear rolled down his cheek. "I love you."
So, I burst into tears, said "I love you"; he burst into tears and we cried for ten minutes and spent the rest of the night in each other's arms.
I really didn't think it would happen like this. I thought I'd end up with my best friend (granted he's gay ;D), but I am genuinely happy right now. I'm worried that this happiness isn't gonna last, but I'm smart enough to ignore that right now.
After all the rants and bitchings and moanings, isn't it weird to read about Meg being completely happy for once? ;D
More later...
Friday night, after going to Phoenix, turning into Drew and being extremely unhappy that I wasn't lying next to Rusty, Sam made me leave. The next day, he took me on our first date and then that night changed everything completely. After one particular throw of passion, we just sat there and looked at each other. Staring into his eyes, my mouth wanted to tell him that I wasn't just falling for him, I was falling in love with him. I laid my head on his shoulder.
"What is it? You look like you've gotta tell me something."
I sighed and started tearing up. "I don't wanna be the only one to say it."
I felt his fingers lift my head to look at his face. It had changed completely. If you've ever seen someone's face go completely soft, there's nothing like seeing into that person's soul. A tear rolled down his cheek. "I love you."
So, I burst into tears, said "I love you"; he burst into tears and we cried for ten minutes and spent the rest of the night in each other's arms.
I really didn't think it would happen like this. I thought I'd end up with my best friend (granted he's gay ;D), but I am genuinely happy right now. I'm worried that this happiness isn't gonna last, but I'm smart enough to ignore that right now.
After all the rants and bitchings and moanings, isn't it weird to read about Meg being completely happy for once? ;D
More later...