unexplainable
The Recital was awesome, we all did great. It is true that I forgot my words, but no one knew so I am still happy after all it was my first time singing a solo with an accompanist. I also just found out that someone wants to ask my little sister out, it made me so happy because that means she won't be so hard on herself about things. Personally, I don't know why I was always complaining that I wanted a bf, though it would be fun to have one I just have to accept that no one likes me right now and I will just have to deal. I learned how to play a song on my guitar yesterday, I now can play the song Wake Me Up When September Ends by Green Day.
My life has taken such turn over the past week. I now appreciate stuff that I never apreciated before, and I feel unexplainable. I now like someone new and I am not sure if he likes me or not but I will just lay back and let fate take over. I also feel honored that my friend John has put up with me after all of the stuff I pulled, and my stupidity, and still calls me friend. John, I'm sorry for all of trouble I kept starting, I was a fool and now I realize it. I am also honred to have all of the friends that I have, I used to just think of them as friends but now I realize that they are part of who I am and if one of them left they would be taking part of me with them.
I've done stupid stuff, I'll admit it. I have a lot of bad qualities, I tend to think about myself instead of others, I talk to much, I jump to conclusions too fast, I act childish, and I am sometimes even uncaring. I just want to thank all of you for putting up with me and all my crap, I love all of you for it, and you are the best friends that anyone could have. Lexye I am sorry about what's going on right now, and if I could do anything I would but only God can decide what is going to happen. Once again thank you all for being there for me even if I wasn't always there for you.
Quote of the Day:
"All human actions have one or more of these seven causes: chance, nature, compulsion, habit, reason, passion, and desire." - Aristotle
~Shadow
My life has taken such turn over the past week. I now appreciate stuff that I never apreciated before, and I feel unexplainable. I now like someone new and I am not sure if he likes me or not but I will just lay back and let fate take over. I also feel honored that my friend John has put up with me after all of the stuff I pulled, and my stupidity, and still calls me friend. John, I'm sorry for all of trouble I kept starting, I was a fool and now I realize it. I am also honred to have all of the friends that I have, I used to just think of them as friends but now I realize that they are part of who I am and if one of them left they would be taking part of me with them.
I've done stupid stuff, I'll admit it. I have a lot of bad qualities, I tend to think about myself instead of others, I talk to much, I jump to conclusions too fast, I act childish, and I am sometimes even uncaring. I just want to thank all of you for putting up with me and all my crap, I love all of you for it, and you are the best friends that anyone could have. Lexye I am sorry about what's going on right now, and if I could do anything I would but only God can decide what is going to happen. Once again thank you all for being there for me even if I wasn't always there for you.
Quote of the Day:
"All human actions have one or more of these seven causes: chance, nature, compulsion, habit, reason, passion, and desire." - Aristotle
~Shadow