What if?
Do you ever wonder what might have happened if a certain someone had found you "just right"? If they'd cared for you no matter how you looked, and vice versa, and wanted to be with you every moment of each day (within reason)?
Do you wonder "Why wasn't I good enough?", even if the person is someone you wouldn't wanted to have associated with in the first place if you knew their true nature, or, even if you would have wanted to, why you weren't good enough anyway? Or, possibly worse, that you were "too good", or "too nice"?
Ever find yourself wanting to be that person's significant other, long after they've stopped even thinking about you? Or wanting to take someone else's place, even though it goes against everything you believe or wanted, or want right then? Wanting another chance at something, even if you know it won't turn out anyway?
How much difference would it have made?
Would they care if they knew how you felt, or continue to ignore you and forget you exist? If you tried to be just friends, they just blow you off even when you don't want anythign other than mere friendship?
Dammit, why must people be so closed-minded? To shut the door utterly and completely once a relationship had ended, instead of trying to be good friends and companions? To just say, "to hell with you", when for a time, they meant the world to you, and, as a friend, they'd mean almost as much?
Do you wonder "Why wasn't I good enough?", even if the person is someone you wouldn't wanted to have associated with in the first place if you knew their true nature, or, even if you would have wanted to, why you weren't good enough anyway? Or, possibly worse, that you were "too good", or "too nice"?
Ever find yourself wanting to be that person's significant other, long after they've stopped even thinking about you? Or wanting to take someone else's place, even though it goes against everything you believe or wanted, or want right then? Wanting another chance at something, even if you know it won't turn out anyway?
How much difference would it have made?
Would they care if they knew how you felt, or continue to ignore you and forget you exist? If you tried to be just friends, they just blow you off even when you don't want anythign other than mere friendship?
Dammit, why must people be so closed-minded? To shut the door utterly and completely once a relationship had ended, instead of trying to be good friends and companions? To just say, "to hell with you", when for a time, they meant the world to you, and, as a friend, they'd mean almost as much?