Jan 16, 2005 18:49
"How long will you wait for me to come around?
And wouldn't it be great if everything worked out?
I wouldn't come home late after hiding out.
I'd tell you everything.
How I couldn't life without you now.
How long will it take before I wake up unafraid to take you in my arms
and hold you like a lucky charm?
I know it's too late but wait for me to turn around.
I'm coming home so if you're leaving, walk slow.
All that I can ask is forgiveness for what's past.
You know who I am but will you know me in the end?
I know it's too late but wait for me to turn around.
I'm almost home, so if you're leaving, walk slow.
All that I can ask is forgiveness for what's past.
You know who I am, but will you know me in the end?
I know it's too late but wait for me to turn around.
I'm almost home, so if you're leaving, walk slow.
I know you're not waiting anymore and I'm not gonna change.
I try to reach you, to let you know, but I'm walking too slow.
Hey, how's your summer going?
It's good to see you again.
I'm gonna make a record so I never forget what it was I wrecked.
So tired of my mind.
You're a genius all the time.
The things that I can't say are all thinking me insane these days.
I know it's late."
"I got the message long before you said you knew
There was no chance of us at all
With no velocity an empty heading hard and far too long
I spent two years alone with you"
"Ive got a book of matches
Ive got a can of kerosene
Ive got some bad ideas, involving you and me
I don’t blame you for walking away
...
Thinking of you, wide awake for days
Wide awake for days
And I found you tounge tied
My twisted little brain
You couldnt crack a smile
I didnt catch your name
I don’t blame you for walking away
I'd do the same if I saw me"
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what part of "i dont want to talk about this" does my mom not get? she called me and started bugging me about it, and i said "listen, i dont want to talk about this" and she just starts going
"well i dont want you being sad and brooding around your apartment.."
"i DONT want to TALK about THIS"
"..well maybe you should just be angry about it.."
"i will get angry at YOU. I DONT want to TALK about this"
then she went on and started talking about dinner or something and we were barely talking so i said "ok mom, im going to let you go now.." and she starts going "well you know we can talk about this, just not with specifics"
and i finally had to say
"MOM, saying 'im going to let you go now' means im going to hang up, so stop trying to talk to me."
jesus its just so annoying.