This is specifically for you

[jaderoxpipslife]

I miss you. And it’s always a little bit bothered me we can’t be normal social media friends but like whatever I guess social media isn’t that important to me. But I always want to show you what I’m up to and how I’ve been doing and the same with wanting to know about you. Anyway if you wanted to reach out (via text or socials or w/e) and have a real friendship i’d like that. I just know my previous boundaries to a friendship with you don’t exist now. But I respect whatever reasons you might have.

I’ve been snowboarding for a few days now on the family trip in nc and I actually got pretty decent until today where I think I may have dislocated my shoulder. I have no idea if it’s a clavicle or a shoulder thing. All I know is I fell a stupid way going way too fast while trying to avoid a fallen child and her whole family that stopped to help- and snapped my neck sideways and my helmet hit my collar bone/shoulder while my arm probably hyper extended and here I am unable to lift my arm above my head without losing my breath and my vision going black. I’m pretty sure I fucked up here but the bad patient in me feels the need to wait and see before actually seeking tx. Ate a bit of an edible and here’s hoping I wake up tomorrow magically healed.

Again. I miss you.