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is it wrong that at times i am disgusted with people who seem to be genuinely happy? i am in this strange point in life in which i cannot figure out what the fuck is making me feel like everything is pointless. apathetic, that's a good word. i wake up each morning knowing that i need to get this that and the other done... but why should i do those
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Life is chess. But unlike the game you can't just start over, so the stress or uneasy feeling of "messing up" your life or being unable to make the first step to progression, it becomes a holdback, a wall to your own future and you get stuck in a rut.
No one can tell you the answers, and if they can.. they aren't always the right ones.. especially since no one is the same. Take in all advice and options, file them in your head and just sit on them for a little while. Take chances, try things out, and live life to the fullest with no regrets. You could die tomorrow or 3 weeks, maybe never die due to discovering the true fountain of youth.. I know that last part is retarded but that's just it.. It's life anything is possible due to the limitless possibilities.
Happiness is one emotion, if you only have that versus a full range of feelings who is to say you were ever truly happy.
You need balance.. so get out there and figure out what makes you tick. or sit in a corner and make notes... twiddle your thumbs it doesn't really make a difference but certainly don't worry what others think.
you are your own person.. and only you know what will actually make you happy, make you you.
you ever need someone to talk to feel free. I'm always on late. still the same screenname on aim and phone number too
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