Jul 28, 2015 00:19
I've been listening to the Dear Sugar Podcast and the more I hear from these sage humans, the more convinced I am that right now is the time to get myself going again. Part of this is taking out the machinery and giving it some test runs before seeing if I can still use it for the long haul. There is much to be cleaned up, polished, and put right for me to get it into full gear but there's a solid base there. I've always known I had a good framework. Now, to get it down and get down to it.
These past few nights I find myself back to dreaming again and while my dreams terrified me to no end in my younger years, I welcome them now. They are no less strange, and perhaps even more frightening. But I am ready to take what scares me and put it on to paper. I won't let so much of these things control me in my waking life.