Sep 26, 2009 13:57
Most days I am fine being single and unattached and more or less free.
But today, I want to be snuggled. I want to be hugged and kissed and I want my hand to be held.
I don't need grand displays of attention, I just need a kiss on the check.
I just need someone to appreciate the things I do and to appreciate my kind of me.
I want to appreciate the things someone else does. I want to admire the effort someone puts into something and be able to hug and kiss them when I find that adorable.
I want someone to not be annoyed by my caring too much about little things and someone to keep me calm about them. I want someone to cook for -- or, better -- someone to cook with!! I want someone who takes me seriously, but not too seriously. I want someone who tells me to "calm the fuck down" when I need to and brings me back from floating in my worry zone.
I just want hugs today.
From a boy.
Who then wants to take me on a fun-filled date and then wants to cuddle in my bed and tell me I'm nice and/or awesome.
Come on...is that too much to ask?
Yes. I know it is.
but seriously. 3 years is enough. What am i doing wrong. No, really. I neeeed to know!