Jul 12, 2004 09:14
Well it's the day of my best friend's funeral. I'm sad she's gone and it hurts like hell...but I still don't think I should spend my time crying my damn eyes out. Cole spent a lotta time getting me to not cry all the time and I'm trying to stick with that.
Her funeral's at 1:30...and if I act strange afterwards...forgive me. I may act happy...but I've got to keep my spirits up or I'll just drive muself into a slump. I need to keep my mind focused on the happy times and I'm sure I'll meet cole again in another life.
Yea okay I'm startin to feel the tenseness of tears welling so I'm gonna log off and go get cleaned up so I can get to the funeral on time. Please...if I don't bring up the funeral...don't bring it up for me. It'll take a while to admit that my best friend is dead, but it'll come at it's own pace.
Peace out