Baka
Well this blows chunks. No one on to talk to... nothing to do. I'm tired and have an upset tummy, but that's to be expected. I've been feeling mildly bummed about not having a job...or...well a life *Scratches neck* I mean I took a step or two into a more happy direction... but it currently doesn't make my life any easier. I mean... I can't find a job... I can't drive and I still live with my parents. All in all... it blows monkey chunks to be here. I'd rather be someplace else... with a life...a paycheck... *rubs face* yea I know... "boo hoo jackie, stop fucking pitying yourself" well someone has to. Everyone calls me lazy or useless and the like...but no one sees it for what it is. I don't have a real place to be in life right now. Home is home sure...and I have family friend and boyo's... but what I need is a direction to head in. My only real "talent" is writing, but that means didly squat when coming to putting food on the table. So yea...BLEH... I need to get my life to make sense and...a seriously strong drink *headthunk*
peace out
peace out