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when will we stop missing each other?
hes leaving for New York tomorrow
im moving out tuesday
and i have not yet figured out how to handle thursday when hes playing for record labels and all these famous people and im going to be sitting in houston thinking about how i could have gone had we not broken up. actually, i'll prolly be sitting in Etro trying to think as little as possible.
if he didnt love me it would make things so much easier.
im not worried about him being with another girl (i know he wont)...the hurts not coming from anything remotely resembling jealousy, i just really miss my buddy.
if im still at this place after over a month...how fucking long will this take?
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hes leaving for New York tomorrow
im moving out tuesday
and i have not yet figured out how to handle thursday when hes playing for record labels and all these famous people and im going to be sitting in houston thinking about how i could have gone had we not broken up. actually, i'll prolly be sitting in Etro trying to think as little as possible.
if he didnt love me it would make things so much easier.
im not worried about him being with another girl (i know he wont)...the hurts not coming from anything remotely resembling jealousy, i just really miss my buddy.
if im still at this place after over a month...how fucking long will this take?
x