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The october projected graduation date has come and gone.. i have the flu and am sitting in a parking lot to get free internet. i really do have trouble with my past decisions. i suppose some would say i am just full of regret. not so much regret as doubt. doubt in myself. and i know a low self esteem and no confidence wont get me anywhere. so what do i propose to do? to do with my life? i suppose just take it day by day and see where that leads me, bare foot with no charted map just a pack of cigarettes and an ipod. i dont understand why i am even considering subjecting myself to the time tables of society and limiting the possibilities because im suppose to be "this way" when im 18. no fuck that.