oh, it's raining on my parade
last anthro trip ever...but no happy peoples....circumstances conspire. horrible thought, if all this rain makes the cherry blossoms fall down before i get to see. augh! no bad thoughts.
even if they come true...of course something came up at the carnegie, so more work there...ever. i know it's just a building, but i wanted my last look around, remembering how i'd been part of something for two years. i wanted to say goodbye to frank, the security guard. i wanted my nostalgia moment damn it. and now sandi and i might not even be able to get a celebratory lunch. circumstances conspire, and it's nothing personal.
i know that, i do, i'm rational. but i'm still kind of UPSET. i wanted this all to work and be special and be teresa's goodbye to things. when i leave, i'm not coming back...that's just how it is.
it's nothing personal, but after four years or two years or whatever i'm talking about years, i wanted it to mean something to me.
so, i'm being selfishly disappointed. i know people love me, and people appreciate me. sometimes i just wished they showed it better.
not that i'm real great about doing that myself.
oh, unreasonable standards.
i've got to go pack.
even if they come true...of course something came up at the carnegie, so more work there...ever. i know it's just a building, but i wanted my last look around, remembering how i'd been part of something for two years. i wanted to say goodbye to frank, the security guard. i wanted my nostalgia moment damn it. and now sandi and i might not even be able to get a celebratory lunch. circumstances conspire, and it's nothing personal.
i know that, i do, i'm rational. but i'm still kind of UPSET. i wanted this all to work and be special and be teresa's goodbye to things. when i leave, i'm not coming back...that's just how it is.
it's nothing personal, but after four years or two years or whatever i'm talking about years, i wanted it to mean something to me.
so, i'm being selfishly disappointed. i know people love me, and people appreciate me. sometimes i just wished they showed it better.
not that i'm real great about doing that myself.
oh, unreasonable standards.
i've got to go pack.