What's new puddytat
So here's what's new, I guess.
Ever since our online spat, Bonnie and I haven't talked. I really haven't lost sleep over it, and I'm not sure if it's because the realness of the problem hasn't hit me yet (much like shock value) or because maybe I prepared myself for this. Either way, my brother wrote me a comment on my last blog that rings all too true. My life is too short to repair fucked-up friendships and over n' dead relationships. I'm a firm believer that personalities aren't that complicated and compatiable beings are probably far more common than people believe. It's impossible for two people to be soul mates. Someone will always be better. I plan to text Bonnie one last time and ask her if she wants to continue being friends. If she declines, it's over. I won't try to repair it.
Mac and I are doing well. He helped me pack up my apartment and we've been dicussing things like getting gym memberships together and working out together. I'm getting mine next week. He's getting one at my gym after he moves to Seattle next year. Until then, we're thinking of having him visit my gym every once in awhile and guide me in my quest for muscle and bulk.
I'm all moved up in Everett. Everything's up there and I turned in my keys to my manager for the Tacoma apt. I'm actually enjoying it a lot. Despite the fact that I have the smaller bedroom, it seems a lot roomier now that I have a twin bed. And I don't mind it. I always slept in a little ball when I had my queen, and this fits so much better. My brother and I haven't really seen eachother since the move, and that's ok, I think the less face time we have together, the less we can fight. Not that we do alot, but we did last time I lived there, and I think that I'm in a better (happier) place and he is too (he was working at KKMDEVIL last time) and it will be good. I'm actually EXTREMELY content with how my life is going right now. Everything's on track and I'm in complete control. It's awesome. No wonder Kenny was always trying to get me to do it like he does.
I'm planning on spending this weekend unpacking (until the late evening when I will be partay-ing) while Mac is working with his brother up in Marysville. I asked him if he would join me at Kenny's house party, but he's a little hesistant. Oh, speaking of the party, my brother met a very special woman whom he's because quite smitten with, and I'm so very happy for him. He's done amazingly as far as his life is concerned, but he's been alone for sometime, and I'm really excited that he's found someone who's accepting him for who he is and cares about him. Everything's going so well.
In other news, I took Sanani from Chris's house and sent her to the adoption agency. They told me that they would get her checked up at the vet's and then try to adopt her out to PetSmart, but if she couldn't get in, they would euthanize her. I very remorsefully signed it, but after about 15 minutes, I decided that I couldn't be that person. The person that killed their pet because they were an" inconvenience" to them. I'm not that heartless. Not to the animal that I raised from birth, that I care about more than anything else in my life. I called them the next day after talking to my mother, and we decided that we're going to pay the fees to adopt her back out. She's going to stay with my friend for a few days until either her friend gets the ok to adopt Sanani, or if she can't, we'll take her to a no-kill shelter where she can get adopted out. I'll talk to the shelter and ask if I can post on Craigslist with their number if it comes to that.
So that's me for right now. I'm still working at the CT Warehouse for a few more weeks. I'm going to put in my two weeks notice at the end of next week and leave at the end of November. I should really get on jobhunting though. I'll send in resumes to all the places I saw on Craigslist during next week. I also have to go see a counselor at EDCC and take an assessment test sometime next week.
Wish me luck as I do to all you.
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Kellyn
Ever since our online spat, Bonnie and I haven't talked. I really haven't lost sleep over it, and I'm not sure if it's because the realness of the problem hasn't hit me yet (much like shock value) or because maybe I prepared myself for this. Either way, my brother wrote me a comment on my last blog that rings all too true. My life is too short to repair fucked-up friendships and over n' dead relationships. I'm a firm believer that personalities aren't that complicated and compatiable beings are probably far more common than people believe. It's impossible for two people to be soul mates. Someone will always be better. I plan to text Bonnie one last time and ask her if she wants to continue being friends. If she declines, it's over. I won't try to repair it.
Mac and I are doing well. He helped me pack up my apartment and we've been dicussing things like getting gym memberships together and working out together. I'm getting mine next week. He's getting one at my gym after he moves to Seattle next year. Until then, we're thinking of having him visit my gym every once in awhile and guide me in my quest for muscle and bulk.
I'm all moved up in Everett. Everything's up there and I turned in my keys to my manager for the Tacoma apt. I'm actually enjoying it a lot. Despite the fact that I have the smaller bedroom, it seems a lot roomier now that I have a twin bed. And I don't mind it. I always slept in a little ball when I had my queen, and this fits so much better. My brother and I haven't really seen eachother since the move, and that's ok, I think the less face time we have together, the less we can fight. Not that we do alot, but we did last time I lived there, and I think that I'm in a better (happier) place and he is too (he was working at KKMDEVIL last time) and it will be good. I'm actually EXTREMELY content with how my life is going right now. Everything's on track and I'm in complete control. It's awesome. No wonder Kenny was always trying to get me to do it like he does.
I'm planning on spending this weekend unpacking (until the late evening when I will be partay-ing) while Mac is working with his brother up in Marysville. I asked him if he would join me at Kenny's house party, but he's a little hesistant. Oh, speaking of the party, my brother met a very special woman whom he's because quite smitten with, and I'm so very happy for him. He's done amazingly as far as his life is concerned, but he's been alone for sometime, and I'm really excited that he's found someone who's accepting him for who he is and cares about him. Everything's going so well.
In other news, I took Sanani from Chris's house and sent her to the adoption agency. They told me that they would get her checked up at the vet's and then try to adopt her out to PetSmart, but if she couldn't get in, they would euthanize her. I very remorsefully signed it, but after about 15 minutes, I decided that I couldn't be that person. The person that killed their pet because they were an" inconvenience" to them. I'm not that heartless. Not to the animal that I raised from birth, that I care about more than anything else in my life. I called them the next day after talking to my mother, and we decided that we're going to pay the fees to adopt her back out. She's going to stay with my friend for a few days until either her friend gets the ok to adopt Sanani, or if she can't, we'll take her to a no-kill shelter where she can get adopted out. I'll talk to the shelter and ask if I can post on Craigslist with their number if it comes to that.
So that's me for right now. I'm still working at the CT Warehouse for a few more weeks. I'm going to put in my two weeks notice at the end of next week and leave at the end of November. I should really get on jobhunting though. I'll send in resumes to all the places I saw on Craigslist during next week. I also have to go see a counselor at EDCC and take an assessment test sometime next week.
Wish me luck as I do to all you.
--
Kellyn