Feb 05, 2007 15:34
Me and Ben broke up. For good. Everything was going so well, and then his fat bitch mom is a bitch and I'm pretty pissed off about the whole thing...... Well, I met a new boy that I really like. We get along so well its almost scary. Ben pulled the ol' "maybe I want you back" bullshit. AGAIN. And fucked with my head yet again. Well fuck him. He's a complete asshole and I knew it the whole time. I just always paid attention to the good in him and ignored the monster that he is. His loss entirely.
Face left. I took her to the airport and almost cried. Blah. What am I going to do without her? I will have to make Tim try on prom dresses with me... He'd be down I bet. Anyway... I miss her a lot, and I'm glad to be finally rid of Ben-Polar.
Last night we went to this semi party and Tim had never driven there before so it was a touchy situation for a minute.... But here's the twisted part: I was waiting for him to flip out and throw a temper tantrum, but it never happened. It was so nice.
I think I really like this boy. We're taking things really slow. And I assume he's going to read this... damn you livejournal and the fact that I'm so accustomed to posting instead of keeping my private thoughts and feelings private....
I got a job, but I don't want it. So I'm still looking for a new one.