Working...
I sit here at the end of my first week of work. The day has yet to start, but alas, here I sit. I have slept little this week and have had less time to myself. My aunt is being a grumpy assed bitch today. I have said very little to her this morning as I am afraid she will bite my head off. I am out of cigarettes again and she will not allow me to have just even one of hers. She nearly froze me out on the way to work this morning and then dares to wonder why I fell asleep and wasn't awake while on the way to work. I couldn't stay awake for anything. I am still partway asleep. I hope to have a car by the first of next month. I can't wait! I just hope that when I get my car, she will leave me alone about the gas money she is paying to drive back and forth. She is now asking who I am talking to. I did download msn live messenger on my work computer and should probably kill it before I start working for the day. I did turn off my speakers so she couldn't hear them. I really needed this job, but I also really need a car and an account to get my check put into on the bi-weekly basis that I get paid. I am soo tired of hearing how much she is spending on me in the 3 weeks she has to drive me to and from work. As soon as I can manage it, I am basically going to be only be paying rent on my room to the family and taking care of myself. I will be independant dammit! I don't like relying on anyone due to the fact that everytime I rely on someone, I get shit on. I am soo tired of that! Anyway, I had probably get off here so she doesn't read any of this.
Later everyone that reads my insane rambling!
Later everyone that reads my insane rambling!