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i just feel like i don't belong here anymore, i don't think i ever really did... though i don't think ill ever belong anywhere in many ways. im empty. yet still completely able to feel my emotions in more extremes than most. i hate that about me.
everything seems useless these days. this even seems pointless. im not really sad, it's just a realization of sorts. i'm not happy anymore. nothing brings me pure, unbridled happiness and that fact alone scares me. i just need to be alone.
everything seems useless these days. this even seems pointless. im not really sad, it's just a realization of sorts. i'm not happy anymore. nothing brings me pure, unbridled happiness and that fact alone scares me. i just need to be alone.