Dec 13, 2005 13:38
I am having a good time in college, it's now definitely living up to my expectations and I'm not doing too bad in school either. I'm only going home for five days because I have to work, but I think that is definitely enough. My family is really into the whole Christmas thing and I'm definitely not...at least not this year. Chris and I are on really great terms right now and I love just being in his life still, although he's far away. New guys have entered my life, and although I drilled into everyone that I wanted to play the field in college, I'm tired of it now and I want a real, solid relationship. So I've concluded that I don't wanna meet any new guys unless they want what I want because I'm tired of beating off all the bad ones with a huge stick. I've taken up painting to replace dance and found that I'm actually not too bad. I need to study for finals, but it sucks away my creativity.