dundundun....test time!
So.. I really need this prozac to start working pretty soon.
When will I begin to feel more like....normal, old Adria rather than channeling Sylvia Plath?
In reality, it's pointless to take a medication that makes you feel worse than it did before you began but something in me needs to change or be changed. No sleep and being distanced to everything isn't going over too well with me. It's not even sadness that I feel... it's kind of just empty.
I need to work on being less selfish, too. Can't keep feeling hurt that I don't hear from anyone for days at a time. It isn't actually all about me.. I'm just suckish enough to forget that, haha.
Huh. It's just really, really weird. Almost like feeling nothing is more dangerous than feeling hurt or angry. Crying is usually a good way to wear myself out and feel better but I am sooo far from feeling remotely close to tears.
When will I begin to feel more like....normal, old Adria rather than channeling Sylvia Plath?
In reality, it's pointless to take a medication that makes you feel worse than it did before you began but something in me needs to change or be changed. No sleep and being distanced to everything isn't going over too well with me. It's not even sadness that I feel... it's kind of just empty.
I need to work on being less selfish, too. Can't keep feeling hurt that I don't hear from anyone for days at a time. It isn't actually all about me.. I'm just suckish enough to forget that, haha.
Huh. It's just really, really weird. Almost like feeling nothing is more dangerous than feeling hurt or angry. Crying is usually a good way to wear myself out and feel better but I am sooo far from feeling remotely close to tears.