did you know there was a 630 in the morning?
Yup... 630.
Thats the time these kids start getting up each morning. D first, then M.. the I get the E out of bed.
Keven brings the baby down whenever he wants, iam not going in to another persons bedroom. its not my place, and i'm not going in there. i have enough daddy issues as it is.
Then at 8 everyone get the fuck out out of here and goes to school leaving me and the baby to have our morning nap. okay i showered, and cleaned. until 1130 -12 ish.
then baking until M schooled called she refused to go to class so i cant to bring her home.
(M has a few mental health issues, and being me I truthfully understanding all mental health issues and told her it was none of my business, she didn;t have to tell me anything took her home and let her play on the computer. )
I had to dress the baby so i could take him out side in his stroller, picked up m and brought her home for half an hour before i had to go back to the school so we could picked up her brothers at school, lisented to them beg and demand treats, to which i all laughed at.
Sheena told me there was no treats tongiht, so i didn;t give them., but the kids eat all there dinner. so it was worth the bull shit. and since the kids go to bed at 630, i;ve been doing dishes, lunches, made a tea, and feed the animals... yay animals.
now i have no fucking clue what to do with myslef. now..... i wanna go to sleep but the sensatable side wants a shower... which means i need to stay up until the washer goes off... fuck. didn;t think that though..
but i have decied i want a baby. Todd will hate my idea but i really want this life i love playing mommy.
Thats the time these kids start getting up each morning. D first, then M.. the I get the E out of bed.
Keven brings the baby down whenever he wants, iam not going in to another persons bedroom. its not my place, and i'm not going in there. i have enough daddy issues as it is.
Then at 8 everyone get the fuck out out of here and goes to school leaving me and the baby to have our morning nap. okay i showered, and cleaned. until 1130 -12 ish.
then baking until M schooled called she refused to go to class so i cant to bring her home.
(M has a few mental health issues, and being me I truthfully understanding all mental health issues and told her it was none of my business, she didn;t have to tell me anything took her home and let her play on the computer. )
I had to dress the baby so i could take him out side in his stroller, picked up m and brought her home for half an hour before i had to go back to the school so we could picked up her brothers at school, lisented to them beg and demand treats, to which i all laughed at.
Sheena told me there was no treats tongiht, so i didn;t give them., but the kids eat all there dinner. so it was worth the bull shit. and since the kids go to bed at 630, i;ve been doing dishes, lunches, made a tea, and feed the animals... yay animals.
now i have no fucking clue what to do with myslef. now..... i wanna go to sleep but the sensatable side wants a shower... which means i need to stay up until the washer goes off... fuck. didn;t think that though..
but i have decied i want a baby. Todd will hate my idea but i really want this life i love playing mommy.