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for some reason as i sit here- feet freezing i am thinking the year over in my mind. its been long and different and i find myself awe struck at some of my choices. i've worked my ass off and been sick for long periods of time. i've dated and happily moved on. i've moved out. and moved up. and moving again in 2006. back home to the atl. georgia. she's always on my mind. why? couldnt tell you except you get the genuine feel of southern hospitality mixed in with some art and soul. new buildings are busting everywhere- or so michael tells me. and i guess i love the idea of still being in a huge city where no one really knows me. scary. but beautiful in a way. theres something about being lonely that i love. maybe its me. but theres only you. give me a good song, maybe an open stretch of road early in the morning- and you will find me happy. i'm looking forward to some wooded forests and seeing the mountains again.
christmas is coming quicker than i want it- everyday i wake up and feel like i'm running out of time. that tomorrow really isnt the 13th. that in 12 days its only 6 away from champagne and resolutions and a new year. i remember as a kid being in awe of that giant ball. now sometimes i wish it would get stuck up there. would they stop the countdown? probably not- afterall you cant ever stop time- no matter how hard you hold your breath or shut your eyes. we will all sucumb to grandfather time.
as for now- i am without a cell phone. so if you see a middle school kid in belle glade with my phone slap him on the wrists and get it back. there are some numbers of people i never wanted to lose in there....
christmas is coming quicker than i want it- everyday i wake up and feel like i'm running out of time. that tomorrow really isnt the 13th. that in 12 days its only 6 away from champagne and resolutions and a new year. i remember as a kid being in awe of that giant ball. now sometimes i wish it would get stuck up there. would they stop the countdown? probably not- afterall you cant ever stop time- no matter how hard you hold your breath or shut your eyes. we will all sucumb to grandfather time.
as for now- i am without a cell phone. so if you see a middle school kid in belle glade with my phone slap him on the wrists and get it back. there are some numbers of people i never wanted to lose in there....