Mar 29, 2004 11:21
yea im pretty sick of all this bs i get to encouter on a daily basis and its starting to get to me....i swear i should wear a shirt to work that say "scapegoat"..see im the only person there thats not "white" and i hear so much biased and racist shit that i cant get over it. i mean if a shoppers not white the owner has them followed...the think i dont notice but its so obviouse..plus the chick i work with has her b/f after me for no real reson. im so sick of my life right now that i dont even know wut to do. i think im gonna use today to calm myself down and look for a new job. its hard when you grow up ya know and you see the world for what it really is i never knew so many people care about what color someone is..its so fucking ridiculous that it makes me wanna kill someone. anyhow other than that little rant i eneded my day at pauld house ...we watched "shool of rock" and played cards..god damn i still pissed about this work sistuation tho i dont know what to do...someone give me some advice please...anyhow im off to look for a new "place of employment" wish me luck ;)