i am soooooooooo confused????????

[jadedragon413]

well lets see im really confused and just dont understand anything anymore.... at least not like i thought i did... i mean sara wants to kiss her friends... what the fuck???... you dont kiss your friends you give them hugs and/or handshakes and/or high fives you dont kiss them... "you wouldnt understand your a guy..." thats what she said to me... no i do understand you kiss those you love and thats it... but then apperently she loves everybody or so she says... but what is love???... i analyzed this a couple of minutes ago outside while i smoked a cigar... which by the way i think set off my asthma... but anyway love is a bond between two people that is unexplainable, it just is, and this bond can not be broken... that is if it is real/true love... but there is only one bond between a set of people and that is the only bond of the two people... bascially you can only love one person whole-heartedly at a time... am i wrong???... someone tell me if i am... cause if im not then what is up with this whole kissing your friends thing???... doall girls do that i am just to blind to see it???...i dont know... ive never heard of it before or seen it so what do i do???... i mena if she loves everyone like she says then her heart doesnt only belong to me and that would hurt a lot!... i mean it hurt already cause she even thought about doing this and wants to... those two facts hurt me so much.... oh and just on another not i dont like the people at the morgue anymore joey and verity are awesome but the rest of them... i mean from what sara tells me half of them what to fuck her brains out and the other half want to be her "friend"... so yeah i hate them now... but whatever... well got to go the vodka is kicking in... laters all

ma petite: i love y ou so much and hope you are sleeping sweet and i will talk to you tomorrow when you get out of class... i love you whole-heartedly forever... and i miss you whole bunches... well ill talk to you tomorrow ma petite *hugs and kisses* till tomorrow my love

duffy