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ok so yeah...there's this person right..that i had a falling out with..and he'll prolly read this and what not..and i said some stuff out of anger..and ya know what i'm sorry. i say that stuff doesn't mean i always mean it..all i can so is fucking say i'm sorry...take it or leave it.
i am tired of letting myself get hurt by stupid petty bullshit. i have been hurt enough in my life i have had way too much bullshit more than a person should ever endure. and with the bullshit i am going through right now...i really need my friends there for me. but oh well i'm strong and i am gopnna make it no matter what anyone says or thinks about me.
i'm so fucking tired of beinb stepped on,used, hurt and just fucking insecure. i've come so close to just giving up..but ya know i have a fucking good reason not to and thats the only person that is absolutely #1 to me and thats nicholas.
i am tired of letting myself get hurt by stupid petty bullshit. i have been hurt enough in my life i have had way too much bullshit more than a person should ever endure. and with the bullshit i am going through right now...i really need my friends there for me. but oh well i'm strong and i am gopnna make it no matter what anyone says or thinks about me.
i'm so fucking tired of beinb stepped on,used, hurt and just fucking insecure. i've come so close to just giving up..but ya know i have a fucking good reason not to and thats the only person that is absolutely #1 to me and thats nicholas.