Change
Everyone always makes plan for the "the next big thing" in their life to be different then before. Middle School will be better then elemenatary.
In high school you'll be more social and be more popular
The you realize popularity sucks and you want to be yourself in college.
Then what...
That's as far as i'm up too. Will everything change and be different.
My childhood is already disappearing. All i want to do is scream and cry and cling to the good memories and the things i loved and the things i wanted to do. But everything is being torn away from me, and i'm really trying to cope but it's just so much at once and anyone who knows me knows i don't adapt to change easily even though i'm trying.
My Aunt is selling her house, actually to be more specific it's sold. the last time i'll probably ever be there was yesterday. i've been going there ever since i was three, i've gone every summer. and i'll never be able to go again. that place is my second home. sitting in the brook in the back and catching crayfish. there are deer and weird bugs, and it's everything my block isn't. and i'll never see it again. that part of me is ending and i don't want it too. aren't there supposed to be some constants in life? or is that just a lie they tell you when your little...... stupid kiddie shows.... they make you believe.
The Renaissance fair i went to since i was little ended last year. I loved going. Dressing up with my friends and going to eat the awesome fried orages that i must ate like 20 every time. And the vendors, and jousting, and the garden with the psychic, and the maypole dancing, and there were these awesome performances and it's all over.
i've had enough i'll continue this later.
audrey's childhood is ending part II
but the starbucks man is really cute and i'm thinking up ways not to be chicken shit next time i see him and try to have a real conversation with him.
In high school you'll be more social and be more popular
The you realize popularity sucks and you want to be yourself in college.
Then what...
That's as far as i'm up too. Will everything change and be different.
My childhood is already disappearing. All i want to do is scream and cry and cling to the good memories and the things i loved and the things i wanted to do. But everything is being torn away from me, and i'm really trying to cope but it's just so much at once and anyone who knows me knows i don't adapt to change easily even though i'm trying.
My Aunt is selling her house, actually to be more specific it's sold. the last time i'll probably ever be there was yesterday. i've been going there ever since i was three, i've gone every summer. and i'll never be able to go again. that place is my second home. sitting in the brook in the back and catching crayfish. there are deer and weird bugs, and it's everything my block isn't. and i'll never see it again. that part of me is ending and i don't want it too. aren't there supposed to be some constants in life? or is that just a lie they tell you when your little...... stupid kiddie shows.... they make you believe.
The Renaissance fair i went to since i was little ended last year. I loved going. Dressing up with my friends and going to eat the awesome fried orages that i must ate like 20 every time. And the vendors, and jousting, and the garden with the psychic, and the maypole dancing, and there were these awesome performances and it's all over.
i've had enough i'll continue this later.
audrey's childhood is ending part II
but the starbucks man is really cute and i'm thinking up ways not to be chicken shit next time i see him and try to have a real conversation with him.