keep breathing, cuz I'm not leaving you anymore...
*Sigh*
Its been so long since I've used my livejournal. I think I need the mental therapy that it used to provide, especially right now in life. So much has happened. I don't even feel like my life is mine some days.
I'm on the slow road to recovery. In short...my entire life fell apart just over a year ago. Lost my job, was already losing my real friends and family, lost my apartment next. I've been homeless since then. I still am technically. There have been times I had a semi-permanent place to stay. Once I even lived in a hotel room with my boyfriend for a month and a half up north. But, I still consider myself homeless.
I'm pretty much at rock bottom right now. At least as far as I will let myself fall. My boyfriend hurt me recently, in ways I can't even begin to describe. I refuse to let anyone drag me farther down that I already am.
I know I'm better than the life I've been leading. I know I deserve better.
I am getting better, finally.
Its been so long since I've used my livejournal. I think I need the mental therapy that it used to provide, especially right now in life. So much has happened. I don't even feel like my life is mine some days.
I'm on the slow road to recovery. In short...my entire life fell apart just over a year ago. Lost my job, was already losing my real friends and family, lost my apartment next. I've been homeless since then. I still am technically. There have been times I had a semi-permanent place to stay. Once I even lived in a hotel room with my boyfriend for a month and a half up north. But, I still consider myself homeless.
I'm pretty much at rock bottom right now. At least as far as I will let myself fall. My boyfriend hurt me recently, in ways I can't even begin to describe. I refuse to let anyone drag me farther down that I already am.
I know I'm better than the life I've been leading. I know I deserve better.
I am getting better, finally.