I have an idea...
How about I actually care about what I do with my future without letting my fear of people get in my way?
And, about the fear of people thing, I think it's because I have virtually no self-confidence. I believe it's a result of constant negative feedback from the meaningless masses I have always bitterly envied, and not paying enough attention to the people that actually give a shit about me.
I never listed the reasons why I'm different from other people. Maybe it's because I feel like my mannerisms and gestures are inappropriate for the time. Maybe it's my unwillingness to comply with authority.
Overall, I don't think before I act.
And, about the fear of people thing, I think it's because I have virtually no self-confidence. I believe it's a result of constant negative feedback from the meaningless masses I have always bitterly envied, and not paying enough attention to the people that actually give a shit about me.
I never listed the reasons why I'm different from other people. Maybe it's because I feel like my mannerisms and gestures are inappropriate for the time. Maybe it's my unwillingness to comply with authority.
Overall, I don't think before I act.