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I remember the week or so after I got out of school.... already missing seeing everyone and everything constantly, almost wishing that I could go back.
And now look at me, freaked out of my mind for my poor summer homework and essays and crap. It's absolutely rediculous.
I keep telling myself that I need to work, so I park myself in front of the comp and don't go on AIM. But instead, the lures of xanga and LJ trap me, and fanfictions... just a momentary disruption, right? After all, I'm still working, with my word docs up and the assignment paper in front of me. And don't forget those constant breaks for snacks and TV and such, surely you have to reward yourself for working, no?
So instead, I don't even accomplish something worthwhile, just whittling away my day with mundane little things, rather then work on the big projects.
If anything, I'm probably more scared of starting the stupid projects then anything else. And even though I shout that out on the internet, does that make me get over it, and actually put myself to work? No.
The only thing I've accomplished today is reading all 3 books, The Great Gatsby, Adv of Huckleberry Finn, and To Kill a Mockingbird.
Still need to write the essay, cause I only made the MLA heading in about 3 hours -_-"
That calc packet? How long was that, 2 WEEKS?! Oh dear god. ::cries:: My only consolation is its due on Wed, not Tues... right?
AP Chem... NO idea what that is. I never understood how someone as incompetent as me at chem could possibly have a chemist father. -_-;; Can anyone send me a copy of the assignment?
Rawrrr.
And now look at me, freaked out of my mind for my poor summer homework and essays and crap. It's absolutely rediculous.
I keep telling myself that I need to work, so I park myself in front of the comp and don't go on AIM. But instead, the lures of xanga and LJ trap me, and fanfictions... just a momentary disruption, right? After all, I'm still working, with my word docs up and the assignment paper in front of me. And don't forget those constant breaks for snacks and TV and such, surely you have to reward yourself for working, no?
So instead, I don't even accomplish something worthwhile, just whittling away my day with mundane little things, rather then work on the big projects.
If anything, I'm probably more scared of starting the stupid projects then anything else. And even though I shout that out on the internet, does that make me get over it, and actually put myself to work? No.
The only thing I've accomplished today is reading all 3 books, The Great Gatsby, Adv of Huckleberry Finn, and To Kill a Mockingbird.
Still need to write the essay, cause I only made the MLA heading in about 3 hours -_-"
That calc packet? How long was that, 2 WEEKS?! Oh dear god. ::cries:: My only consolation is its due on Wed, not Tues... right?
AP Chem... NO idea what that is. I never understood how someone as incompetent as me at chem could possibly have a chemist father. -_-;; Can anyone send me a copy of the assignment?
Rawrrr.